Ive decided to tell a story about a relationship I had. I was 17 and there was this girl that I dated for almost 2 years, I loved her and there will always be a place on my heart for her that no one can take. She was a depressed girl, she self-harmed, and had tried multiple suicide attempts. I spent so much time with her and helped her through so much. But I guess I didnt help her enough. I told her that I had to leave Indiana for awhile because my family wanted to see me, and she wasnt allowed to come with me. My mom tried to talk her parents into letting her come but they refused to let her leave. I didnt want her to be by herself, because I knew what would happen. I told her I would only be gone for a week and I will talk to her everyday until I came back. I kissed her and gave her a big hug then I left. 3 days into visiting my family, I tried to text her and she wouldnt respond. I got worried and texted her mom and she didnt respond neither. I told my mom and she insisted that we leave and go back to check on her. I was worried the whole time we were going back. We finally got back and my mom drove me over to her house. I seen that there were a bunch of ambulances and cops at her house. I ran up to her door and walk right in. Her mom and dad ran to me and hugged me so tight, and I will never forget that hug. I didnt see my girlfriend around at the time, so I asked where she was. Her parents were bawling their eyes out and I started to cry because I had a feeling about what had happened. They told me that she took her own life just a couple of hours ago before I arrived. My heart sank to my stomach and I will never forget those words. I could have saved her if I stayed with her. I miss her so much and I will never forget her. She is still my girlfriend even if she isnt here, she will always have my heart and I will always have hers. I started to self-harm and tried to take my life because I wanted to be with her. She wouldnt want that and I am staying here for her. I love you, Adriana Marie. You were the best.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Feb 2014 20:53:57 +0000
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