Ive had no choice but to deal with some of the things life has dealt me, and yes I can say I am happy. Happy because thats what I choose to be. I have learned to find a sense of completeness with whatever hurt or pain comes my direction. Look at it as a lesson and only a lesson, not a dead end. It wasnt easy, but no one said it would be. When your joy is real, when your happiness is real, when you love yourself more than you can ever love anyone else or love yourself enough to show the example of how you expect to be loved, youre finally able to pull yourself away from depression. Comedy is great, its usually a form of healing and self counseling, but thats also the reason I walked away from comedy. I couldnt pretend, people would laugh at what I said, never knowing it came from a painful place. Thats why I didnt find most of what I said funny, because my stories were real. Ive been broke. Ive been cheated on. Ive been knocked down with words. But through it all I grew. I made it. There were times when I didnt think it was possible, but there were these three little words that made me fight for a better life. Those words were Daiyani, Camryn and Daitron Jr. Those little replicas of me forced me to smile even in my darkest hours. I pray for anyone going through depression like Robin Williams was. Its no on & off switch. Its no quick prayer that brings you out of if. Only talking to people and time will heal certain wounds. Sometimes though, if you seek to fall in love with yourself, maybe youll find that your purpose isnt fulfilled yet. Your mission is incomplete, and the testimony your future has for someone else is not yet complete. Keep crying, its medicine. Keep talking because its therapy. And seek your lost smile, its still there somewhere. Its just hiding under your luggage that you refuse to stop carrying. Rest in peace Robin Williams. #DepressionKills #SelfLoveHeals
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 02:54:55 +0000
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