#Jahr Trials of Love PART 5 My heart stopped beating and my eyes started to tear up for some unknown reason. I was so shocked and humbled by this experience that I kindly asked him to pull over. I got out of the car and started to walk I don’t know where but I just started to walk and walking got faster and faster almost to the point where I was about to start running until he grabbed me put his hands around me and said “you don’t have to be afraid I know this is new to you and your worried about how to act ae aua ke popole ku’u mai ia te a’u lou fatu (dont worry leave your heart with me?) I wont ever hurt you toni I put it on my life and that this will be as easy as breathing I got you toni let me love you yeah?” As I continued to cry in his arms I couldn’t help but think my most ghetoest thought “oh shut up and kiss me niggah” lmao I mean that’s how it went in the movies right? Lmao “I feel dumb! Iv never had a boyfriend I don’t even look at guys in that way. Why me? Why now? Im not like the other girls I cant go out, I cant sleep at other peoples houses and I most certainly cant have a boyfriend I think you should love somebody else?” He continued to reassure me that I was the one and that god sent me to him, him agreeing to go to the siva with Tania was a sign from god that he was going to meet the one that will teach him the true meaning of life. He didn’t drink that night, instead he continued to talk to me about how he felt and how our future together will be so great and full of joy and good things. At this point in time I needed to breath, I needed space I wasn’t thinking straight and for some reason I kept agreeing with everything that he was saying to me. I excused myself and told him I needed to use the toilet so he walked me to the McDs just a few buildings over from the club. I got into to the rest room splashed some water on my face and chanted “wtf is happening? Is this real? Am I going to walk out of here and find no one waiting for me? This is happening so fast what do I do? Ok be smart toni be smart you can do this, you got this just be smart and stop crying you frickn sook” And with that I walked out the door and alex was laughing. “could you be any louder? Hahahaha you are too cute toni” “wtf? How could you hear me? I told you you were weird?” “you practically screamed it hahaha that’s why I walked over here, a lady walked out and said there was a crazy girl talking to herself in there” We continued laughing and walking back to collect our drunk and disorderly it was time to go home. We dropped me off first and like the gentle man he was he walked me to the door and made sure I was safe. “please think about what I said toni. Ill be staying with Tania for a little while I hope to see you soon my love” He kisses me on the head and then both cheeks and off he went. That night I couldn’t stop thinking about how weird my night was and to top it off I couldn’t stop thinking about where this random guy came from? Who was he really? Could I trust him? And why all of a sudden I was starting to miss him.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 07:40:11 +0000
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