John Smith: A quiet unassuming man in his early to mid forties. Comfortable with himself but not over confident. Dr. Weiss: Psychiatrist, Forties, a guarded personality, monotonous in speech, well dressed. William “Bill” Schuman: Late thirties, thinks himself shrewd it business, aggressively maneuvering his way to wealth. Jane Smith: Late thirties, attractive, meticulous in her appearance. Whirlwind romance with John after realizing he was financially well off and could be manipulated. Becky Smith: Late teens to early twenties. A spoiled child because of circumstance, self absorbed but loves her father. Bobbie Smith: Age of late grade school. Like his father, someone more accustomed to the back ground socially. A surprise until the end. Mike: Any age from twenty to forty. Outdoorsman, confident, friendly. Accountant: Any age but needs the air of subservience. Host (Smoking): Ladies and gentlemen, tonight we present a show reminiscent of the Twilight Zone. Whether a man exists in what we think of as dreams or reality and what determines our concept of reality? Psychology asks the question, if a man dreams of being a butterfly, dreaming of being a man, which is real, the man or the butterfly? Is reality a physical thing (Exhibit Cigarette) or simply a construct of the mind (Point to head)? Consider Mr. Smith (Wave in general direction), dedicated, driven a “self made man”, the envy of those around him; a man still seeking a dream, willing to trade everything he has for someone or something… Act I (Scene opens as narrator finishes speaking to Dr. Weiss in office. Two comfortable chairs, small table, John enters as Host speaks and sits.) Dr. Weiss: “Good afternoon John and how are you feeling today?” John: “Well, I suppose. A little tired. No, you might say disheartened.” Dr. Weiss: “Disheartened? Would you care to elaborate?” John: “I’ve been back three weeks and the only person who wants to listen to me is you. Sorry, I don’t mean that the way it sounds but…” Dr. Weiss: “That’s quite alright, I understand. Surely you’ve discussed this with your family and friends. I’m not the only person who wants to help you resolve these issues John.” John: “I’ve spoken to my wife Jane four or five times. I know everything that’s going on with her; I know all the things she’s shipping back for the house, our neighbors, our… friends? Every time I try to talk about what I’ve been through some one stops by, she remembers an appointment or reminds me she wants to be here for me.” Dr. Weiss: “So, your wife isn’t here, that is to say in the city” John: “No. The last time I called she was in Andalusia Spain. She has friends in Madrid.” Dr. Weiss: “Have you thought about joining her there? A change of surroundings may help to occupy you, free your mind of these recurring experiences.” John: (A small chuckle) “I don’t know which friends she is staying with yet. I thought I’d make some calls tonight. Besides, she doesn’t seem to want to talk about my problems.” Dr. Weiss: “Well, things like this are better discussed in a personal setting, face to face, as it were. Empathy and compassion are difficult to express over the phone. What about your daughter, uh, (Looks through notes) Becky.” John: “Becky’s called me…three times.” Dr. Weiss: “That must have lifted your spirits.” John: “Yes. She seems quite happy in her new place. She wants me to come meet her friends, see her place and enjoy the city.” Dr. Weiss: “It would do you good to take a few days from your routine.” John: “When was the last time you “hung out” with a bunch of college students? (No answer) No. All our friends think the best thing to do is just forget about it, put it all behind me. They assure me if I stay busy it will fade so; I get up at five, try to call Jane then go to work. By the time I get home the nanny’s gone, my son Bobbie’s in bed and I’m alone. I have no one to talk to, who’ll listen. (A moment to look at doctor) I guess you’re my best friend now.” Dr. Weiss: “I appreciate your sentiment John. Allowing me to be your friend makes our job easier. I would point out nothing has changed in your relationships; aside from the fact they have no basis of relating to your recent experience. You have to give them time to understand. They are still your friends; they still feel as deeply about your welfare as before. Unfortunately, as great as their desire may be, they simply do not know what to do for you, how to help.” John: “I know. I know they are only trying to, “get the old John back”. (A pause) Dr. Weiss: “Ok John, what I’d like to do today is examine the reasons you felt the need for your friend.” John: “Mike!” Dr. Weiss: “Yes, your friend; we needn’t reinforce his existence by using the name. What I would like to do is put you into another hypnotic state and find the point of origin and the underlying cause.” John: (Agitated) “I’m telling you he’s real, Mike’s real. I talked to him, I shook his hand, and we spent days together! I don’t know why he hasn’t come forward but I’ve offered a reward, somebody knows him. I’ve found if you offer enough money you can get almost anything, from anybody.” Dr. Weiss: “From what I understand you’ve offered quite a substantial amount.” John: “For what he did it’s worth every penny. There’s no way I can ever repay him for what he did. I should have died out there.” Dr. Weiss: “And yet you’ve heard nothing?” John: (At this point showing resentment toward Mike) “No. It’s as if he doesn’t care. I know he doesn’t care about money but the time we spent together in hell.” (A pause) Dr. Weiss: (Waits patently) “Are you ready John?” John: “Alright doctor, whatever you say.” Dr. Weiss: “Close your eyes and envision you are on the escalator going down, down, down…” (Give John time to take a deep breath, slowly) Dr. Weiss: “Where are you John?” (While speaking John rises and moves to next set. Lights go up and down as character moves.) John: (From mid stage as lights fade on Dr. office and rise on meeting room) “At the office, in a meeting.” (Move to meeting/light. John sits. John is on the phone) Holding phone, “Tell her I’m with accounting right now, I’ll call her back”. To the meeting, “Gentlemen, we have been refused, they feel our offer is less than the company is worth”. Accountant: (Flipping through papers) “We can afford more than our original offer and still make a profit. We’re guaranteed a 19% return on the acquisition just by closing redundant departments”. Bill: “If we wait another 60 days they’ll be in default, the shareholders will force acceptance of any offer. They don’t want to wait for foreclosure”. John: (Patently) “If we act now everyone’s losses will be minimized, we’ll make a profit and no one will suffer more than they have already”. Bill: “If we wait until they default we could save millions of dollars; we don’t owe anything to their investors. What are they going to get if the company is sold to pay their debts? They may get 10 cents on the dollar; it’s possible they’ll get nothing!” John: (Indignantly) “I started this company in a garage. It grew because everyone believed they could depend on a certain level of integrity. We owe it to this company to maintain our reputation. We have never taken advantage of a vendor or a customer. How will it look if we wait? This company was built on trust not greed. I am trying to save what’s left, not cheat those who’ve bet their lives on it! (A pause) We’ll reconvene next Wednesday. I’m taking a few days to think this over. (To Accountant) Have those analysis on which departments will close and how many people will be affected, see what steps have to be taken for severance pay and early retirements.” Accountant: “Do you want me to work over the weekend?” John: (A short pause as if thinking) “No, I think you’re good enough to make the necessary changes in a couple of days but, I need to see those numbers.” (Exit) (Meeting breaks up) Bill: (Devilishly) “John, I know you want to be fair and decent, but if we wait that’s millions partner, for both of us. I’m not thinking about myself John, doesn’t Jane want to go back to Europe for the summer? And you said Becky wants to move off campus…to New York City? Neither of those is going to be cheap! We’re partners John and as your partner I have to point out an obvious profit. If we wait you could pay for Jane’s trip and Becky’s apartment with dividends alone! John… I’m not asking you to do anything; I’m only asking that you do nothing for a while. I really don’t want to have to bring it before the board. (No response) “Just think about it partner.” (Pats arm) “We’ll talk later.” (Exit) (Phone rings) John: “Yes, yes, put her through,” (Slumps into chair) “hello Jane.” (Lights up on Jane) Jane: “John, I need to make plans for this summer, you know that. I can’t wait until the last minute. Am I going to have to call our friends and tell them I can’t afford to see them this year?” John: “Why would you say that Jane? Have you ever missed one of your vacations?” Jane: “You promised me when we got married I would never have to worry about money. You said I was the most important thing in your life, do you remember?” John: “Yes I remember and you are.” Jane: “I knew you would. You promise to make some time to fix this so I won’t have to postpone my trip, OK?” John: “Yes, you’ll be able to go. I may have to stay and finalize a few things. We’ve just started this acquisition and you know these things take time.” Jane: “Thank goodness, you take as much time as you need, I understand, I’ve already ordered a few things I’m going to need, I’ll get the rest when I arrive. All the latest things should be out by the time I get there; I’ll bring back some things I know you’re going to like. I wish you’d let me know sooner, I have so many people to call now; you know you missed Bobbie’s game again?” John: (Pause) “I realize I missed Bobbie’s game…again. Couldn’t we discuss this later Jane? I have a lot on my mind right now.” Jane: (Becky moves into light) “Becky needs to talk to you, something about school, hold on.” (Hands phone to Becky, Jane of stage) John: “Jane I…” Becky: “Hello daddy.” John: “Hello dear. How is school?” Becky: “Daddy, do you remember that sorority I joined?” (John shakes head yes), “Well, they don’t allow maids! Can you imagine? (John shakes head no) They expect me to clean a room I have to share with someone else. I can’t live like this daddy; how can I concentrate when they expect me to do all this other stuff?” John: “Isn’t that all part of the college experience? “ Becky: (Oblivious to John’s statement) “Some of my friends have shown me some really cute apartments or I could rent a loft! How Bohemian is that? I could put in a decent study center; I wouldn’t have to sleep on a cot like a prisoner. I don’t need an answer now; just think about it while you’re on vacation this weekend. When you get back you can let me know whether I get an apartment or a loft. I love you daddy, bye!” (Hang up, light out on Becky) (Lights up on Dr. Weiss office) Dr. Weiss: “John… (John begins to move back to Dr. office lights down on meeting room) I’m going to snap my fingers, when I do you will awake. You will feel relaxed and refreshed, one, two, and three. (Snaps fingers) Dr. Weiss: “That was very good John.” Dr. Weiss: “It sounds as if these issues effected you quite deeply. Why did you feel it necessary to make this decision alone? By sharing the burden your responsibilities would be diminished.” John: “No matter which choice I make, the lives of hundreds of people will be affected. How could I ask anyone else to share that responsibility? I have to make a profit. I have a family, partners, shareholders; on the other hand, how would I feel if someone took away my job.” Dr. Weiss: “Yes but if you involved everyone concerned the decision would not be squarely on your shoulders.” John: “At times it seems people never think beyond what they want. No. This decision had to be mine” Dr. Weiss: “But you didn’t mention your friend. Was he at the meeting?” John: “No, I never saw Mike until after the accident.” Dr. Weiss: (Looking at watch) “I see. We still have some time, do you feel up to another session before we stop for today?” John: “Sure. It’s not as if I have anything else I’d rather do.” Dr. Weiss: “Alright this time we’ll try to focus on the first occurrence of your friend. Try to start as closely to the first appearance as possible. Close your eyes, relax, you’re on the escalator going down, down, down…” Dr. Weiss: “I want you to focus on what might have caused your apparition.” “Where are you now, what do you see?” John: “I’m in a plane. I see the mountains getting closer.” Dr. Weiss: “Where are you going? John: “There’s a cleft in the mountains, to the left, we’re headed that direction; something about altitude, fuel and flight time.” Dr. Weiss: “Very good, very clear. However, that’s not what I meant John. What is your destination? Where did you feel you needed to go to think clearly?” John: “Somewhere I could be absolutely alone. Somewhere I could think things through without the possibility of interruption.” Dr. Weiss: “And where was that John?” John: “The desert. In the desert it’s easy to know if you’re alone or not; just look around. I thought about going to the forest; trees, birds, green everywhere it’s…relaxing. I like the feel of life all around going about it’s business and not caring to intrude on mine. I’ve gone there often when I want to clear my head” Dr. Weiss: “Why did you decide against something you were familiar with? People generally don’t leave their comfort zone, without feeling a strong desire or need. Can you tell me why you felt driven to such seclusion?” John: “I’ve been sitting in camp, watching wildlife in the distance… the clouds creeping across the sky; the next moment someone stumbles in and the whole mood is shattered. I just thought it might be easier to avoid interruptions. I mean, who goes to the dessert?” Dr. Weiss: “I want you to move forward in time. At what point did you realize you were in trouble and where are you?” John: “We’ve cleared the pass, coming down out of the mountains; I can see lights in the distance.” Dr. Weiss: “Is this where you knew there was a problem.” John: “Yes.” Dr. Weiss: “What makes you believe there is trouble?” John: “The engine is sputtering. The pilot is pushing and pulling things; we seem to be falling, I can feel the plane falling. Now he’s on the radio, he’s saying Mayday, Mayday…” (John shows obvious discomfort) Dr. Weiss: “John I want you to relax, remember none of this is real. It has already happened; it’s just a memory. (A moment for John to relax) Good.” Dr. Weiss: “ John, what do you remember about the accident?” John: “ I remember seeing the ground in front of me, in the lights from the plane, rocks, huge rocks; we’re going to crash, we’re going to crash!” (Dr. Weiss rests hand on John’s knee/arm etc. to comfort) Dr. Weiss: “I have to remind you to relax, this is just a memory. There is no need to relive the discomfort only to remember the details. It’s as if you’re watching a movie.” (A moment for John to relax) Dr. Weiss: “What were your thoughts at the moment of the crash?” John: “I thought I was going to die. I thought about my life, my family, the fact I’ve never seen my son play ball. It was like the stories people tell of their lives passing before their eyes. It all happened in a second.” Dr. Weiss: “With those thoughts in mind how did you feel?” John: “I’m not sure what you mean. (Pause) I don’t think I felt anything… I felt… numb.” Dr. Weiss: “Yes. Most Schizophrenic breaks occur during times of sever distress. The mind seeks a means by which to remove itself from the suffering it believes imminent to the physical self. Is this the first time you saw your friend?” John: “No that was a couple of days later.” Dr. Weiss: “I would like to move forward again, what do you remember?” John: “I remember waking up, the sun was in my face. I couldn’t get up. I finally realized I was still belted in my seat; I looked around and saw the pilot on my left. I asked if he could help me and he just sat there staring off into space. I began to get angry; I must have struggled against the belt because it fell away. I got in the pilots face yelling and then…” Dr. Weiss: “Yes John and then…” John: “ He wouldn’t look at me. I shook him, he wouldn’t move. I yelled some more, he wouldn’t say anything.” Dr. Weiss: “Why John?” John: “He couldn’t, he was dead. Oh my God he’s dead, I’m alone.” Dr. Weiss: “Alright John, relax. What did you do next?” John: ” I spent the rest of the first day close to the plane, waiting, I heard somewhere it’s best to stay where you are. I looked through the wreckage for things I might need, water, anything to eat, flashlight, blanket…” (At this point John is moving his hands as if going through the plane) John: “Here’s a medical kit. There’s some bottled water in the cooler; here’s the Pilot’s overnight bag, I’ll put everything in here.” Dr. Weiss: “Is your friend helping at this point?” John: ”No.” Dr. Weiss: “Then lets move on.” John: “ The next morning I wrote a note and left. It took awhile to reach the desert floor, the terrain was rough, I couldn’t make a straight line. When I reached the desert I walked for what seemed like hours; the muscles in my legs hurt, they’re cramping. (Grab at legs) I’m beginning to feel dizzy, it’s hot, and I’m falling again.” Dr. Weiss: “It’s alright, let’s move directly to Mikes appearance.” (At the sound of the name Mike, John obviously relaxes) John: “I must have passed out. It’s dark, there’s a moon, and it’s cold. I wrap myself with the lap blankets from the plane. There’s something moving in the dark, I can’t see what it is. I find the flashlight and shine it in the direction of the sound. There’s something coming directly towards me. No, someone is coming towards me.” Dr. Weiss: “How does that make you feel?” John: “I feel… relieved? I hadn’t realized how scared I was, being alone here. I thought I wanted to be alone but…I’ll ask them to give me a ride to the nearest town. I’ll report the accident. I’ll call the office then stay a few days to clear my head no; I’ll go home as soon as possible. I don’t know what I was thinking coming here.” Dr. Weiss: Alright John, I want you to take a deep breath and relax. You are in my office. You have fallen asleep, relax, we’ll continue in a few moments.” (John and Dr. Weiss stay on stage, light down) (Light up on Meeting room, Bill is seated, enter Accountant) Accountant: “I’m sorry I’m late, I didn’t think I’d be needed this weekend sir.” Bill: “That’s quite alright, I understand but this is an emergency situation. You have heard the news I presume?” Accountant: “Sir?” Bill: “John’s, (Pause) Mr. Smith’s plane went down en route. When it didn’t land on schedule search and rescue was dispatched; they’ve found nothing so far but assure me, it is only a matter of time.” (Disturbed) Accountant: “It’s only been one day, I’m sure he’ll be found. I imagine this postpones the Wednesday meeting?” Bill: “I’m not sure that’s our best choice. We should plan for the worst case. Wednesday is still on however, in the best interest of the company, I’d like to see your report reflect the maximum cost cuts possible. If something has happened to John we have lost a valuable asset. We need to do everything possible to mitigate that loss. I want to see the absolute minimum number of departments and personnel necessary to integrate this, “new division”.” Accountant: “But Mr. Smith said…” (Bill breaks in) Bill: “If, John returns we’ll know what he wants, as of this moment I am in charge. John was a wonderful man and everyone wants his safe return but he is not equipped to survive an environment like that alone; even he knows that. (A pause) Accountant: “Does Mrs. Smith know?” Bill: “I’ve already planned a personnel meeting with her; she needs to be assured she needn’t be concerned about anything at this point. (Rising) I’ll take care of that. I want you to have a preliminary report by Monday.” (Lights down, exit Accountant, Bill is seated, enter Jane and Becky, lights up) Jane: (uneasy, possibly pacing) “What was he thinking? I can’t understand his wanting to go on this “excursion” in the first place.” Becky: “What will we do if daddy’s gone?” Bill: (Rising) “Please, sit down, (offers chair) you shouldn’t think like that. John has always been very resourceful. People are doing everything possible to find him and return him safely home. I’ve spoken to search and rescue, they assure me we’ll know something within a few days.” Jane: “But I’ve already made plans. What about Insurance? John told me he had a Life Policy, in case something happened to him”. Bill: “No one knows if anything has happened to him yet. Technically he isn’t dead until…something is found.” Jane: “I’ll have to postpone; there’s not enough in the joint account and I’ve exhausted my personal account just to get ready.” Becky: “Does this mean I have to go back to campus? (Looks to Jane) How can I afford to move now? How could he do this to us?” Bill: “You shouldn’t be overly concerned. As I said John is a very creative man. You two should try to find something to keep you occupied for a while. It won’t do anyone any good thinking the worst. In fact, it might be for the best if you both got away for a while; you should spend this time with friends or family. Jane: “I’ve just told you that isn’t possible!” Bill: “Don’t worry about cost. I realize John doesn’t allow himself much in the way of salary but it’s almost time for dividends and I could authorize an early payment; it should be enough to take care of you both for a while. If you’ll stop by accounting, they’ll have a check ready for you. If you need more just let me know; I’m sure the Board will advance against John’s holdings, until we arrange for a purchaser. (Rising) I’ll let you know as soon as I have any information about John’s situation. I realize you’re under a great deal of stress right now please, feel free to stay as long as you need. (Bill exits)” Becky: “What if daddy doesn’t come back?” Jane: “Don’t worry dear, we’ll just have to be careful for awhile until I talk with our accountant. I’m sure John made arrangements in case something like this happened.” Becky: “No, I mean what if he’s dead and never comes back? He’ll miss my graduation from college, my wedding. He’s always been there.” Jane: “Of course dear and we’ll have to make arrangements for the funeral.” Becky: “You’re not listening mom! The last thing I did was hanging up on him. All I could think about was my new place, my new friends; I should have said, thank you daddy…I love you.” (Lights -Actors leave) (Lights up Dr. Weiss office) Dr. Weiss: “John?” John: (Sleepily) “Yes.” Dr. Weiss: “You are still asleep, a deep sleep. You said you felt relief at Mike’s first appearance and you were questioning your reasoning for making the trip, (John begins to move to desert) you remember that.” John: “Yes.” Dr. Weiss: “I’d like to begin from that point and continue. You are in the desert, alone, it’s dark…” (Lights out Dr.) (Lights up desert, Mike moves into light) Mike: “Hey buddy didn’t expect to see anyone out here. (Mike motions to flashlight) You might want to turn that off and save the batteries.” John: “Neither did I. Believe it or not I came out here to get away from people. I needed some time to myself and thought this would be perfect.” (Small laugh perhaps) . Mike: “Yeah, I know what you mean, most people won’t come to the desert.” (Looks around) Out here a man hasn’t much to do but think.” John: “Well, I’ve changed my mind. I’m glad to see you, uh?” (Offers hand) Mike: “Oh, Mike! (Raises hand in gesture of recognition) My name’s Mike.” John: “Mine’s John. (Gestures in response) Look Mike, I’ve been in an accident. The plane I was in crashed in the hills back there. (Gestures over shoulder) If you could give me a ride to the nearest town I’ll pay you. I don’t have the cash on me you understand but, I can have it wired first thing in the morning.” Mike: “Well I’m afraid I can’t do that John.” John: “I’m good for it. (Taking off watch) Look, I paid $3000.00 for this watch; keep it until the money gets here. In fact, here, (Offers watch) it’s a gift, I’m just glad to find someone…out here.” Mike: “No, no, I don’t want your watch. Time doesn’t mean much where we are. And if I do something for somebody, it’s because I want to, not because they have money, besides, I’ve got everything I need.” John: “If you don’t want money, what could I offer you for a ride? Look, help me to your car and get me to the nearest town. I’ll make it worth your time. You said you don’t need anything but there must be something you want, everybody wants something.” Mike: “I don’t have a car.” John: (Becoming frustrated) “Your truck, jeep, motorcycle, whatever!” Mike: “I don’t have any of those.” John: “You have to have a way to get around out here?” Mike: “I do, I have my feet and legs.” John: “Why don’t you have some kind of vehicle?” Mike: (A pause for Mike to think) “I can’t remember ever needing one.” John: “Look, I can get you one, if you’ll just get me out of here, just get me to a phone.” Mike: “Now that’s something I might be able to help you with.” John: “Now we’re getting somewhere.” (John tries to stand is unsteady, Mike moves to stabilize but must not touch each other) Mike: “Hey, you don’t look too good. Do you have any water?” (John returns to the ground) John: “I’ve been saving it, until I need it.” Mike: “Have you been feelin’ dizzy?” John: “Yes.” Mike: “Muscles crampin’, skin feelin’ kinda clammy?” John: “Yes.” Mike: “John ol’ buddy, you need it. You’re dehydrated; desert’ll do that to ya. I want you to take out your water and sip it real slow, a little at a time. We’ll stay here until you feel better.” (Mike squats as John opens bottle, drinks deeply) Mike: “Hey!” (John lowers bottle) “I said sip it. It won’t do you any good if you throw it right back up.” (John offers to Mike, Mike declines) Mike: “No thanks, I don’t need it but you keep sippin’ slow till that bottle’s about half gone.” (John continues to take small sips until ready to set out) John: “You’re probably right, I haven’t drank any water today. So, we’ll leave first thing in the morning?” Mike: “No! Worst thing you can do is move around in the heat. We’ll leave as soon as you can stand on your own. We’ll take it nice and easy, get as far as we can then hunker down.” John: “We can’t travel in the dark and this flashlight won’t last until morning.” Mike: “We don’t need no light. Do you remember seein’ anything big enough to bump into comin’ outta those hills? No. This dessert’s as flat as a pancake, besides we gatta moon. Didn’t you read any books when you were a kid?” John: “Of course, I used to read a lot; I don’t have much time for it these days, except for progress reports, profit and loss statements, that sort of thing. Not the sort of reading you want to do in bed at night.” Mike: “I’m sure you must a read about the desert somewhere, sometime. The desert comes alive at night. Haven’t you heard all kinds of noises while you been sittin here? During the day everybody finds a shade and waits out the heat. As for movin’ around, town is that way. (Gestures) Just below that tall peak.” (Gesture right) John: “What peak? I can’t see anything but black.” Mike: (Chuckles) “Yeah, I’ve noticed it’s difficult for most people to see anything outside their focus.” Mike: “Hey John. Let’s you and me focus a minute. Look up into the sky and tell me what you see.” John: “The moon.” Mike: “Anything else?” John: “Stars?” Mike: “Yep, (Mike looks up), thousands of ‘um. Out here there’s just too many to count, there’s no end to ‘um. It’s like a blanket of black full of tiny holes, little holes with light comin’ through.” John: (John looking at Mike) “What has that got to do with anything?” Mike: “Time was people used the stars to travel by. Columbus used ‘um to travel half way around the world. We don’t need to get that far but…” Mike: “Look up one more time, then bring your head down real slow, let me know when the lights go out.” John: (Lowering head) “Right there, (points) it’s nothing but black… that’s…(A look of realization) that’s the horizon!” Mike: “Alright! Now if you do that in the direction I pointed; when you find the horizon move your head back and forth. (Mike motions with hand) Notice where the stars look lower down? That’s the valleys. Where the stars disappear higher up, that’s the peaks. We’re headed toward that highest peak. Can you see it now?” John: “I see it! Well, I don’t see it exactly but I can make out the silhouette against the skyline.” Mike: “You’re alright John, for a city fella.” John: “I’m not sure what that means but, thanks.” Mike: “Most folks are so preoccupied they never really listen to anyone else, they’re only interested in what they want to say. I could talk myself blue in the face and some people would never have seen that peak, just dark. Wasn’t that your first thought, all I see is dark?” John: “Yes.” Mike: “It’s never as dark as people think if they’d just open their eyes. Then again, they have to want to see things the way they really are and that’s hard.” John: “It looks like a long way. Wouldn’t it be shorter going straight across?” Mike: “Did you plan this trip? Didn’t you ever see a map?” John: “The pilot had a topographic map. He showed me our flight plan and destination.” Mike: “Do you remember seein’ any roads or towns marked?” John: “Yes. There’s a road that follows that whole range it…wait. The first town is over to our right. Somewhere over, (Points toward peak), that way. That was our destination. Mike: “Is that water makin’ you feel any better?” John: “Yes I think so. Having you here makes me feel a lot better. For once I’m glad to have someone distract me.” Mike: “Thanks. If you have anything to eat you might do it now.” (John pulls a bag of nuts or trail mix out of bag) Mike: (With interest) “How much of that you got in there?” (John looks in bag, describes food contents – multiple snack items, 9 bottles of water) Mike: “What say you eat no more than a fist full at a time. It’ll keep your stomach from growlin’ and we got a bit of a walk ahead, you don’t want to run out. Let me tell you there ain’t nothin’ like tryin ta walk when your stomach’s complainin’.”” John: “Right, I’m glad you came along Mike, you know a lot about this stuff.” Mike: “More than you realize, I learned a thing or two when I was a kid but, I’m sure you probably read it for yourself once or twice, you just forgot. Well, let’s see if you can stand up. (John stumbles to feet) We should get as far as possible before sunup.” (Begin packing camp). “See if you can find three or four small pebbles ta suck on; they’ll keep the juices flowin’, you won’t feel so thirsty. Keep the blanket on, it gets pretty chilly at night.” (Lights down - exit. Lights up on meeting room, S.R. and Jane, S.L.) Jane: “Hello?” Bill: “Jane I have good news and couldn’t wait to tell you. They’ve found the plane.” Jane: “How’s John? Are they bringing him home?” Bill: “They didn’t find John. The pilot was dead but…” Jane: “Dead? Why couldn’t they find John? Was there an explosion?” Bill: “Jane…” Jane: “Was there a fire?” Bill: “Jane stop! What I’m trying to tell you is they found no trace of John in the wreckage but they did find a note and footprints leading across the dessert.” Jane: “What does that mean?” Bill: “Everything would indicate John is well enough to travel and trying to find help on his own.” Jane: “So he’s ok?” Bill: “The fact he was able to leave the plane is a very good sign. They have a good idea in which direction he was headed and feel it shouldn’t be more than a day or two before he is found.” Jane: “Why so long?” Bill: “They’ll need to do a ground search, it’s nearly impossible to spot one man from the air but they’ll be able to follow his tracks quite easily on the ground.” Jane: “Oh thank heaven!” Bill: “I thought you’d be relieved, of course there was never a reason to be concerned, you know John. I want you to leave a number where you can be contacted; I’ll arrange a flight back as soon as John is found.” Jane: “Thank you. I’ve been so depressed these last couple of days; I could hardly enjoy myself. You will call immediately.” Bill: “Of course. Oh, bring something back for me?” Jane: “Anything, anything at all.” Bill: “Champagne, that’s what I want, to toast his return.” (Hang up, lights down – Jane exits) (Phone rings more than one time, Accountant enters edge of stage, lights up)) Accountant: “Hello?” Bill: “Hello.” Accountant: “Yes sir? I’m almost finished with the report. It will be ready first thing Monday morning sir.” Bill: “Yes. I’m afraid Monday is no longer adequate. I’ll need that report first thing tomorrow. I think we need to modify our previous offer and I can’t without those numbers. At the rate their stock has been falling I’d have to be insane to buy at our previous offer. I don’t want to have to sell everything piece by piece just to recoup our investment. Accountant: “Yes sir. I’ve been recalculating the minimum number of personnel required to meet their current orders but…tomorrow?” Bill: (A pause) “I understand you like football.” Accountant: “Sir?” Bill: “I need that information; how would you like season tickets? If you go the extra mile for me on this; I’ll get you season tickets and guarantee time off for every game.” Accountant: “Yes sir, I think I could finish tonight.” Bill: “Good, I knew I could count on you.” (Hang up phone, look smug) INTERMISSION (Meeting Room, John and Bill) John: (Quite frustrated) “What the hell were you thinking?” (Throw file folder down.) Bill: “I did what I thought was best for the everybody John.” John: “I still own the majority of this company and I made it clear nothing was to be done until I returned with my decision.” Bill: (Beguilingly) “John… nobody was sure you would return. When we heard your plane had crashed…search and rescue? Jane came in so upset and confused… I didn’t know what to do.” John: (relaxing to normal) “So exactly what did we do?” Bill: “I made a few phone calls and explained how precarious our own situation was. Not knowing if the founder and CEO of our company were dead or alive? They agreed that we might not be in a position to make an offer later.” John: “So you decided?” Bill: “I offered 10% cash and we would assume all debts and responsibilities. They asked for more of course, 25 but we got it for 12 John…12.” John: “We had already agreed to 19% before I left.” Bill: (Enthusiastically) “But that’s the point John, we’re up by 7… that could mean millions!” John: “And the job positions?” Bill: (Bill could have file folders) “The numbers are the same John! We transition the same people to introduce our management team, the layoffs necessary to downsize operations and everybody else keeps a retirement package. Isn’t that what you wanted John?” John: “What kind of retirement?” Bill: “Given our position they agreed 50%, stock options, was generous.” John: (stops to look around and assess) “When will it be enough Bill?” Bill: “ When the shareholders are happy John?” (Back to position 1 Dr. Weiss) Dr. Weiss: “When I snap my fingers I want you to wake up. I want you to retain the memory of what you’ve just related to me. One, two and three. (Snap)” (John regains consciousness, adjusts himself in chair) Dr. Weiss: “So, John, would you say your friend appeared at a time when you felt helpless?” John: “Helpless? I’d just survived a plane crash; the only person who might have helped me was dead. I had passed out at the edge of a desert. I didn’t know where I was or where I was going. Helpless? Yes doctor, I guess you could say I felt helpless.” Dr. Weiss: “From what you’ve just recounted of your experience, it would appear your friend knew a great deal about surviving the wilderness.” John: “Yes, yes he did. If it hadn’t been for what he knew I would never have made it. I couldn’t have survived out there by myself.” Dr. Weiss: “I’m certain you believe that to be true however, I would like to read something you said during hypnosis. (Looks through notes), “I’m sure you probably read it for yourself once or twice, you just forgot. You do recall that?” John: “Yes.” Dr. Weiss: “What type of stories did you read as a child?” John: “I don’t know, adventure, travel, kid stuff, why?” Dr. Weiss: “Why do you think you were attracted to those books?” John: “I always wanted to be an explorer, a discoverer. Meeting new people learning new ways of doing things, there were so many things I wanted to do, places I wanted to see.” Dr Weiss: “And the reason you didn’t live that life?” John: “I grew up I suppose, bills, family… responsibilities.” Dr. Weiss: “I want you to consider what Mike said for just a moment. Isn’t it possible you had that knowledge all along? It was simply one of those pieces of information your conscious mind considered irrelevant?” John: “What are you saying doctor?” Dr. Weiss: “I’m not saying anything. I’m simply questioning where this information originated. Was it in fact someone else or your subconscious mind dredging up old memories to fill a need by your conscious? Dmitry Mendeleev created the Periodical Table after he saw it in a dream, Niels Bohr couldn’t conceive the structure of an Atom until he had a dream about the Cosmos. You see, the mind is permanently impressed by what it has experienced and at times, under certain conditions, it brings those experiences back with a vividness that seems…real. The situation in which you found yourself; your apprehension at being lost and alone, the effects of heat exposure, these things could easily contribute to the creation of an alter ego, someone to fill in the gaps.” John: “But no one thought those men were crazy.” Dr. Weiss: “And no one thinks you are John. What they experienced might be called a heightened awareness. They already had the information but the conscious mind wouldn’t allow it to the forefront.” John: “So they were delusional.” Dr. Weiss: “Yes but no. What they had during that period of heightened awareness often associated to R.E.M. sleep or in your case physical exhaustion wasn’t a delusion, rather a …meeting of the minds if you will. Their conscious mind wanted, needed, something very badly, their subconscious had that information stored, when the conditions were right, the two minds meet and…” John: “So what they saw wasn’t real but it was?” Dr. Weiss: (Takes a moment to think) “Their prior experiences, their memories, the retained knowledge was based in their respective past lives, their “realities”. In that they physically experienced what created those memories it was real however, at the moment they retrieved that information, what their minds experienced was only a distant memory. The memory was so vivid it seemed real but was not what the average person would conceive of as reality. Do you understand John?” John: “I’m not 100% but a little yes.” Dr. Weiss: “At the beginning of our session you said you shook hands when you met. I want you to think John, did you actually shake hands?” John: (Pauses) “Well, no, he sort of gestured and I gestured back.” Dr. Weiss: “So you never actually touched?” John: “No, I guess not.” Dr. Weiss: “I see. (Looks through notes) You said you found “snacks” and water in the plane and put them in a bag, correct?” John: “Yes.” Dr. Weiss: “Can you tell me approximately how many of each you started with?” John: “I’m not sure, I don’t remember.” Dr. Weiss: “I need you to try John. This could prove very helpful.” John: (Gestures as If putting something into a bag, after a few tries he speaks) “I really don’t know, I just grabbed them and put them into the bag. (Gestures a few more times, look at hand) I suppose nine or twelve small items.” Dr. Weiss: “Alright, and the water?” John: “I don’t remember.” Dr. Weiss: “It would be very helpful if you’d try.” John: (Speaking haltingly John tries to remember) “I remember there were six bottles in on of those plastic ring holders, you know, around the neck of the bottles and three more in another holder. Nine, I found nine bottles.” Dr. Weiss: “Did you think that would be adequate John?” John: “Adequate for what?” Dr. Weiss: “For your survival. You were stranded at the edge of a desert with a few hand fulls of snacks and limited water. Did you feel confident that would be enough to last until your rescue?” John: “No, not really.” Dr. Weiss: “You said you offered to share what you had and your friend refused, is that right?” John: “Yes.” Dr. Weiss: “Then, obviously he had his own.” John: “I suppose.” Dr. Weiss: “Yes, that would make sense. Where did “Mike” carry his food and water?” John: “What?” Dr. Weiss: “Where did Mike carry his canteen, on his belt, over his shoulder, in his pack?” John: (Growing uncomfortable) “I don’t remember.” Dr. Weiss: “Do you recall the color?” John: “Of what?” Dr. Weiss: “His canteen.” John: “No!” Dr. Weiss: “Did he have one John? (Pause) Can you describe his pack? (Pause) Do you remember seeing him drink or eat?” John: “I don’t recall but he had to!” Dr. Weiss: “Yes John he had to...” (John grows more uncomfortable) Dr. Weiss: “John, you must realize, after all the time you spent together, if you can’t recall a pack or canteen and he never shared yours; it was because he had no need. You yourself said he had to and yet you never noticed him doing so” John: “He was the best friend I’ve known in years. He wouldn’t take anything from me; my watch, money (Each word comes more slowly) food…water?” Dr. Weiss: “But you can’t remember him having his own. He apparently lived in the dessert without the most basic human needs.” John: (Exhausted) “So he never really existed, is that it, he couldn’t?” Dr. Weiss: “Existence is open to debate. Whatever the mind can conceive exists in its own way. There are many who question the existence of reality itself, without the perception of the mind. (John moves out of light while Phy. speaks) He was as real as he needed to be to serve the purpose you had for him. Consider John, you needed help from someone desperately. Your family and friends weren’t there for you…” (Lights down) (Open on desert, John under lean to) John: (Looking around, Alarmed) “Mike, mike!” Mike: (Stepping into the light) “Hey buddy, I’m right here.” John: “I just didn’t see you back there…wasn’t sure where you went.” Mike: “Where would I go?” (Looks around) “I couldn’t leave you now, you’ve come too far. (Positive attitude) So how does it feel?” John: “What?” Mike: “Knowing you’ve done it, you’re almost there!” John: “Almost where? I can’t even see the horizon because of the heat. We’ve been walking for days. Our supplies are all but gone. I’m hungry and tired. I don’t think there’s an almost in the desert; you’re there or you’re not and we’re not there, we’re not anywhere.” Mike: “Think about it, when we started you could barely make out our destination; last night you had to keep looking up to get your bearings. That means we’re almost there, the end of the line. Besides, I thought I saw something last night, on the horizon, just as we were setting up camp.” John: “What? A Starbucks maybe.” Mike: “I don’t know but I thought I saw light though, at the end of the tunnel so to speak. Lets rest as much as we can till sunset. It’s too hot to worry about anything else right now. Before we start off I’ll point to what I thought I saw and you tell me. If you see it too, we’ll head straight for it; couldn’t be more than one more night.” John: “I don’t know if I can walk another day.” Mike: “Night.” John: “Night, Day whatever. You’re able to deal with this. Couldn’t you go ahead and bring someone back?” Mike: “You’re just as able as I am and I’ve told you I have no reason to go where you’re headed. I’m only here because you thought you needed some help. I can’t make this trip for you. I can’t do it without you; I need you as much as you need me old buddy. John: “Not likely.” Mike: “John, I’m really kinda tired, let’s talk about this when it isn’t so hot.” (Walk off stage, waving hat, John lays down) (Lights change to Meeting room DOWN STAGE? and Jane off stage) John: “Hello, Jane?” Jane: “John? John is that you?” John: “Yes, I got home and no one was here.” Jane: “Oh John are you alright? I couldn’t stay at home thinking you may have died. You are all right? Do I need to come home?” John: “ No. I’m fine; I don’t suppose there’s any reason for you to cut your trip short. I just wanted to talk for awhile” Jane: “Oh John, I’m so happy to know you’re ok. We’re all going to the theater this evening; I wish you were here. I’ll let everyone know you’re fine. (Knock at door) Someone is at the door, it’s probably my new outfit; I love you John, I’ll call as soon as I find some time.” John: “Whenever you get back to your hotel…?” Jane: “It will be late.” John: “That’s ok, I don’t think I’ll sleep much tonight.” (Knock at Jane’s door) Jane: “I’ll try to remember. (Knock at door) John, I really have to get the door, I love you. “ (Hang up) (Lights down on Jane, a pause, John redials phone, Becky off stage) Becky: “Hello?” (Noise of workmen) John: “Becky?” Becky: “Daddy, is that you?” You’ll have to speak up I can hardly hear you over the noise.”) Noise reduces for conversation) John: “Are you alright? What’s going on?” Becky: “Mom and I were so upset when we heard daddy. We didn’t know what to think or do.” John: “I know how you felt, I wasn’t sure myself.” Becky: “Daddy you really have to speak up. Oh, I think you’ll be pleased when you see my new place. I decided on a loft, it’s huge daddy. You would be so proud of me; I’ve already arranged for transportation to and from campus and a cleaning service, I can finally focus on classes. Oh, I’m taking lots of pictures so you can see all the changes I had to make; you’re going to be so proud of me.” John: “I imagine with all the work going on you’ll want to come home for a few days?” Becky: “I want to, but how can I be sure things are done correctly? You would think these people could follow directions.” John: “Why don’t you tell them to take a few days off, we’ll go somewhere together.” Becky: “That sounds great but I’ve already planned a house warming party. Why don’t you come and stay here a few days, I’ll show you New York.” John: “That sounds like fun but I thought I’d spend some time with Bobby, I’ve had enough adventure for awhile.” Becky: “I understand but Bobby’s at academy? When we didn’t know if you were coming home…I had to be here and mom, I’m so glad you’re alive daddy, I love you so much. Daddy I really have to go these idiots want to put my new living room in the bedroom space; I love you bye.” (Hang up) (Noise increases as lights go down) (John moves to Dr. Weiss office) Dr. Weiss: “…and so your subconscious mind created an alternate reality.” John: “I suppose this is why I’m here, what I thought I wanted but… is it the right thing?” Dr. Weiss: “It’s not my business to interject my feelings of right and wrong, I rather assist you in realizing your own feelings, what you want.” John: “I’m not sure what I want any more. But what do you think doctor? Why do you do what you do? Dr. Weiss: “I suppose it’s to be able to afford what I want, maintain my lifestyle, my hobbies, what I have chosen to do with my life.” John: “What makes you happy?” Dr. Weiss: “John, happiness is a relative term; I suppose, yes, you could say I am happy with my life…it is the life I chose.” John: “And if a person weren’t happy with their life…made a conscious decision to change it; would that be crazy?” Dr. Weiss: “John, we are here because we both know you’re not crazy; you’ve had a (pause) temporary break with reality. Everyone agrees with your decision to be here and you’ve made great progress. You haven’t seen your apparition in, six… eight weeks, is that right?” John: “I suppose, yes, that seems about right. I know it’s been quite awhile since I’ve spent time with anyone who didn’t want something from me. Since I’ve been back it’s the same hectic existence I was trying to get away from.” Dr. Weiss: “Life does tend to overwhelm at times but that’s the human condition. We all need to find a quiet escape on occasion. A place we can go to relax and unwind. That’s what you need to do John. Accept reality and find something that will help you forget what stresses you. This is how people cope. Find that place, that thing and life is easier to deal with.” John: “So life is nothing more than a choice?” Dr. Weiss: “Life is an ongoing string of choices, you chose to get out of bed this morning, to go to work and eventually to come here.” John: “What if I choose not to choose?” Dr. Weiss: “That would be your decision, your choice, but this frustration you feel regarding your friend will continue until you do.” John: “I suppose I have to decide now?” Dr. Weiss: “No John that is not necessary. I do feel however that you are adequately aware of the impossibility of your friends reality and emotionally equipped to make a decision.” John: (A pause) “Thank you doctor, I think I’m ready, I just need a moment.” (Closes eyes) Dr. Weiss: “ Alright, as I said, you are making wonderful progress but I would like to schedule you for another meeting next week; same day and time, if it’s good for you. We will discuss any decision you may have made and your reasoning.” (Silence) “Will that be alright with you John?” (Silence) “John?” (Doctor leans over to touch John on knee) Dr. Weiss: “John, will next week be good for you?” (John appears lifeless, doctor checks for pulse, sinks back into chair) “John I’m going to count to three and snap my fingers, when I do you will awake. One, two and three.” (Snap, John does not revive, doctor checks pulse again) (A moment passes before doctor picks up phone) “Nurse, I think we need an ambulance, (Pause), You might call Mrs. Smith, John has slipped into unconsciousness without suggestion.” (Lights - Move to desert, Mike is waiting) Mike: “Hey John, (Shake hands), haven’t seen each other in awhile. I was afraid you didn’t need me any more. I really haven’t had much to do since you’ve been gone, if you know what I mean. If I can answer the question you asked the doctor; I think you did what’s right for you. I kinda like it too; it’s nice to be… John: “Appreciated?” Mike: “Huh? Oh yeah, that too.” John: “I need to ask you a question.” Mike: “Sure buddy, what do ya want ta know?” John: “Why didn’t you ever want anything from me? Everyone in the world wants something.” Mike: “You’ve already given me the only thing I could ever want.” John: “How’s that?” Mike: “I’m here right, talkin’ to you right?” John: “But you’re not real, I realize that now.” Mike: (offended) “Listen buddy, I never asked to be here; I can leave like that.” (Snap fingers – bring up lights on Dr. Weiss) You’ve just spent a small fortune to realize the reality you wanted. You know you don’t have to stay here right?” John: “Yes I think so.” (Look in direction of Dr. Weiss) Mike: “Ok, you tell me, should I help you back one more time?” John: “No, no, I don’t think I want to go back.” (Lights down on Dr. Weiss) Mike: “Sounds good for me. (Shake hands) Hey, look who came along this time!” Bobby: (Enter Bobbie, tossing ball) “Hey dad, do you have the time to play catch now?” John: “Bobbie?” Bobbie: “Hey dad.” John: “ I don’t understand… what are you doing here?” Bobbie: “You’ve always said nothing would make you happier than to spend time with me, right. You’re here because you want to be happy right? (Pause) I promise I’ll wait ‘till you’ve got time to play… if I can come too…” (Bobbie tosses ball to John) (Pause while John looks at and feels ball) (actors stay on stage) (fin, lights down, Wait for audience response, spot on Host) (actors come on as host speaks) Host: And so it is that reality is created by the mind. Mr. Smith, John, wishes you wouldn’t pity him his choice, rather; realize he can finally afford what he has worked for so long. The man has chosen to be the Butterfly.
Posted on: Fri, 20 Sep 2013 17:02:02 +0000
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