Just a average girl she always wore a smile she was cheerful and happy for a short while now shes older things are getting colder lifes not what she thought she wish someone had told her she told you she was down you let it slip by so from then she kept it on the inside she told her self she was alright but she was telling white lies cant you tell look at her dull eyes tried to stop herself from crying every night but she new there was no chance of feeling alright summer came by all she were was long sleeves cause those cuts one her wrist she knew she was depressed didnt want to admit it didnt think she fit it every one seemed to miss it she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound she had no friends at school all alone she sat and if someone to notice she would blame the cat but no one cared enough to save her from self hate things were going down never really up and now she is stuck in this stupid world but she new that her parents werent the ones to blame it was the world that should bow down its head in shame just dont think it will all be over soon how can this be fair im sorry dad but this world just aint this place i am strong enough i aint going any were ive tried for so long to sit and fit in ive come to realize this world is full of sin theres nothing here i am just a waste of space i got one reason to stay here is because you raised me its a disgrace i was displaced born in the wrong time and the wrong place its ok though cause you will see me soon i hope you will no when your time has come i will be home just look at the moon as it shines bright through out the night and remember every ones facing there own fight but i will deal with the pain i am a fighter ill make it through the night and hug my pillow very tight and i now that if i were gone you would forget me because i aint somthing to be dwelled on thats what they use to tell me those kids at school so im going by the law majority rules i love you though i aint going no were i will just wait to see you because i love you to my heart this is just a poem of my short life my presence is no longer needed on this plannet but i will stay just for you to be happy and if any thing i hope this makes you stronger your the best friend that i ever had and always will be such a shame i had to make you so very sad for letting go and leiving were i dont belong but dont worry i will come back soon just remember that you mean every thing to me and always will and to my heart your the only one that holds the key im running out of space to right but i love you and yes i will never loose my fight so hang on tight love you daddy i wish i could tell you in person how i much you really mean to me but i aint there Colin Shots i hope your happy you are the only one keeping me in this world no madder if your ther here or were ever
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 06:06:13 +0000