Just for the record. Quiet as I remain please dont think its slipped my mind that David Suarez and Hannah Dunaway, his meth girlfriend, were both found guilty of abuse and neglect of all three cases... Aka ... All three children. My boys. They have lost custody of all their children and continue to show no signs of improvement. $20,000 behind in child support and the state, after going to court, isnt doing anything. They offered me a job working 30 hours a week at $4 an hour. Also allowed Hannah and their father to abused them physically and mentally for years while dropping court cases and dismissing my pleas. Hes still out there playing drums and rocking on. She is still out there getting high. Most people just say be glad its over. Most people say be glad they arent subjected to that anymore. Of course I am. Thats a given. Im also, at the same time their mother and angry it wasnt taken care of sooner. That I was told by the courts and police that I would be jailed if I stopped visitations and he would get them full time because I would be in jail. The boys said they both smacked their own baby around for crying when he was hungry. That he would get smacked until he stopped crying. That they got hit in their heads for getting food or using the bathroom. That Hannah would scream at Johnny in his face for hours that he was a little fn retard then make him sit upstairs in the dark for hours... Scared and hungry while she would scream up the stairs shut up retard. Sometimes it comes back to me full force. Sometimes when Im adjusting Johnnys hearing aids and he says, thanks, mommy, I get a rush of disdain remembering what my children went through all the while seeing his sweet blue eyes shimmer. Maybe time will calm that side of me down. I suppose if they had been punished there would have been some closure instead of them both being so fried and worthless still out there causing chaos. Id rather not hear of karma or tree kitty cliches. I suppose Im not looking for answers but when I see their smiling faces in here, and know as dark as I have been, that it must be a treacherous place in the minds of people who are so damaging to innocence. Ps. If you read this and abuse kids or animals or the elderly ... Seek help because youre a messed up individual.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 21:27:09 +0000
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