Just got home a little while ago. Mom did okay through day. Come night time the pain hit her again like a ton of bricks. It hurts her from head to toes. She was in so much pain I didnt dare to even hug her but I kissed her hand and said goodnight. I do know how she keeps her willpower and strength. She loves us so much and shes fighting so hard to stay with us. I know The Lord gives her the strength and willpower. Dad stayed home sick today and I think it bothered him to not see her because he called her several times but even he is fighting to keep up his strength at this point. I ask tonight that not only we pray for mom but also for dad. I know this is extremely hard on all of us girls but its even harder on him. Its all worth it though because every smile and every word spoken and every giggle and every second with her is a blessed moment. I dont know what I am going to do without her. She asked me tonight what I am gonna do without her. I said honestly I will cry every day and night for at least three years straight and continue to hurt for the rest of my life. I told her my true feelings. Im gonna be lost without my mom.
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 02:38:37 +0000