(LIFE OF PI) EVEN WHEN GOD SEEMED TO HAVE ABANDONED ME HE WAS - TopicsExpress

(LIFE OF PI) EVEN WHEN GOD SEEMED TO HAVE ABANDONED ME HE WAS WATCHING. EVEN WHEN HE SEEMED INDIFFERENT TO MY SUFFERING HE WAS WATCHING AND WHEN I WAS BEYOND ALL HOPE OF SAVING SAVING HE GAVE ME REST AND GAVE ME A SIGN TO CONTINUE MY JOURNEY.......... AT THE EDGE OF THE JUNGLE HE STOPPED. I WAS CERTAIN HE WAS GOING TO LOOK BACK AT ME. THAT HE WOULD BRING OUR RELATIONSHIP TO AN END IN SOME WAY. BUT HE JUST STARED AHEAD INTO THE JUNGLE. AND THEN RICHARD PARKER, MY FIERCE COMPANION, TERRIBLE REBEL THAT KEPT ME ALIVE, DISAPPEARED FOREVER FROM MY LIFE. I WEPT LIKE A CHILD, NOT BECAUSE I WAS OVERWHELMED AT HAVING SURVIVED. I WAS WEEPING BECAUSE RICHARD PARKER LEFT ME SO UNCEREMONIOUSLY. HE BROKE MY HEART. YOU KNOW MY FATHER WAS RIGHT. *RICHARD PARKER* NEVER SAW ME AS A FRIEND. AFTER ALL WE HAD BEN THROUGH, HE DIDNT EVEN LOOK BACK. BUT I HAVE TO BELIEVE THERE WAS MORE IN HIS EYES THEN MY OWN REFLECTION STARING BACK AT ME. I KNOW IT. I FELT IT. EVEN IF I CANT PROVE IT. I LEFT SO MUCH BEHIND. MY FAMILY, THE ZOO, INDIA, ANANDI AND I SUPPOSE IN THE END THE WHOLE OF LIFE BECOMES AN ACT OF LETTING GO. BUT WHAT ALWAYS HURTS THE MOST WAS NOT TAKING A MOMENT TO SAY GOOD BYE. THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE RICHARD PARKER. YOULL ALWAYS BE WITH ME EVEN IF I CANT BE WITH YOU. youtu.be/mZEZ35Fhvuc