LIFT YOUR HEAD PRECIOUS ONE, YOURE NOT DISPOSABLE. Look and see. I am one like you. Hear and know You are one like me. We are the same you and I. You are wondering how I can say that? I wondered too. Thinking I wouldnt feel that way if I knew the REAL you and the awful terrible things youve done? I honestly would because I am a REAL simner and I have a REAL past. Why should you believe youre not disposable after time and time again being shown you were, a thing with little to no value after its done being used its to be thrown away? Believe and hope one more time, I am and many others are evidence that Jesus, even the most awful of us, loves us unconditionally and makes eternal not disposable children. I can say we are the same because theres an unfailing common denominator that life refuses to spare us, pain and suffering, we all experience the feelings of suffering and pain the same. This powerful, intrusive, devouring thing invades us like a merciless parasite, a fiery dart that continues to burn slowly through to our core. Sometimes we see it coming but are defenseless to stop it. Other times we are blindsided because of the carrier. Sadly once we are inflicted with the first wound it makes us easy targets for other parasites like abusers, sick thinking, and emotional corruption. Suddenly bent over by the initial excruciating bite we are left with a deep wound where it will nest and continue to poison, burdened, weaken, and bind us with deep sadness and such heaviness until we become so sick with wounds from attacks, the infection within as with any untreated wound begins to ooze and weep to the outside. This is the makings of our repulsive, toxic, ugly covering, what people see with their human eyes. Our sick can manifest is an awful lot of ugly ways and cause us to end up in some bad physical, spiritual, emotional, and mental places. Dwelling in such evil dangerously dark places inside and actual physical places along with the appearance an presence we have makes it very difficult for people to approach us with help, out of fear, hardened hearts, it takes a true God Send. Weve walked into them ourselves or been put there by others, either way, we are there. I encourage you from one mess of person to the other, let yourself hope just one more time. YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED. God has not forgotten you, and certainly isnt mad you. I know this because Ive been there, done it, had it done to me, and most likely beat you by 100 miles in skill and talent to do bad, stupid, and destructive. Ive carried many wounds and stayed sick in all kinds of ways but I dont anymore. Years and years of these wounded places within myself I couldnt reach, I couldnt get well, I couldnt MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!! A thought I screamed in my head often. All I could do was protect them with outward coverings so I didnt risk them being touched or vulnerable to anybody, It was too painful. People had created the wounds I had so my experiences taught me to remain in a closed off defensive state of mind body and emotion. Guarded at all times and enraged by anyone who attempted to touch these places, or stop me from covering them. Youre gonna hurt too. was my first thought towards anyone who approached me emotionally. I was disconnected emotionally even to myself. I had no value so what I allowed to happen to my body wasnt a concern, or what I had to do to you to survive . My children were the only reason I didnt stop my own breathing, but it was extremely labored, my will was broken, and I had collapsed into complete self destruction. I was in need of Life Support Self deceived, and people deceived into despair. I wasnt spiritually breathing at all, I was a code blue and then BREATH! The Savior had come to save me, and I can tell you He was literally breathing into me to keep me alive because I was void of the strength it would have taken for the effort to do it myself. He came to me as I was, where I was and saved me just because He loved me anyway. My Fathers Spiritual CPR and Life Support kept me until the medicine of His Word had time to heal me. Philippians 4: 13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I can promise you this word is true, it is given by The Healer, the Great Physician that can reach where we cant. Jesus will clean out our wounds, sooth them, and by His Word heal them. You dont have to stay this way any longer. Lift up your head precious one, you are chosen not disposable. Youve been trusted with a great testimony that will be used for His glory. Take your hands away from your wounds. You will see that His breath of life will not hurt as he blows the ashes from those fiery darts away, and his words cleanse you from within as white as snow, your wounds will never make you sick again. Come and see we are the same, He will accept you and so will His family. Lift up your head precious one, look into the light that radiates from His love for you. BREATH!! PRAYER FOR SALVATION Heavenly Father, have mercy on me, a sinner. I believe your word is true. I confess with my mouth Jesus Christ is the Son of the living God and that he died on the cross so that I may have forgiveness for my sins, past, present, and future. I confess He is Lord of all, by His sacrifice on the cross, His holy blood was shed for my sake, so I can have eternal life with you in Heaven. I believe in my heart that you, Lord God, raised Him from the dead. Please Jesus forgive me for every sin, and come into my heart as my personal Lord and Savior today. I need you to be my Savior, my Lord, and my friend. I give you my life, all that I am, and ask you to take full control from this moment on, help me to follow you and give me a renewed mind, a heart like yours, and wisdom to apply your Holy Word in my life. I believe you will never leave me not forsake me because you love me just like I am but will help me get better and gain victory over my struggles and weakness for you prove strong in them. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. John 3:16-17 says: For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved. Romans 10:9-10 says: That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. (Romans 7:18) For it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose. (Philippians 2:13) Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of Gods mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship. (Romans 12:1) Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the LORD. (Lamentations 3:40) Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. (James 5:16a) Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up. (James 4:10) If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9) Do to others as you would have them do to you. (Luke 6:31) Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift. (Matthew 5:23-24) So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you dont fall! (1 Corinthians 10:12) Let the Word of Christ dwell in you richly. (Colossians 3:16a) Brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may be tempted. (Galatians 6:1)
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 23:11:11 +0000