Last night I hit a low point perhaps, out of exhaustion, but I cried for a long time over several things. First was the loss of a potential friendship because this person didnt take the time to fully get to know me well. What they initially saw was reactionary drama that would be off-putting to most people including, me! But, they didnt get to know the Maria who would run out in the pouring rain @ 3:00 am to take a homeless man a warm quilt, pillow and bowl of hot soup or the woman who would gladly give you her last dollar if, you needed it, no questions asked. Friendships take time to develop, to see the good with the bad. I tried to make amends for words spoken out of hurt, but to no avail and this saddened me greatly. Then, I felt I was giving up my home and taking two steps backward rather than forward. However, my sister & her husband have been so loving to me opening their home, so I wont be alone during a time of illness. I just dont have the physical stamina for this move and the last time I used packers & movers they werent careful. I, also, have to sort and select what Im keeping. At one point, I was crying so hard, Mozart, settled next to me and placed a little paw on my arm and gave me the gift of a whisker! LOL! It is your Karma how you react to events in your life. The Lord helps those who help themselves and if others dont see your worth then, you find it within. No one needs anothers validation, it is nice to have because no man is an island unto himself, but truer people will come into my life and I will have learned to temper my emotions. I am grateful to my sister, Kris & her husband, Ralph for the hand they are so generously extending to me and someday I may be able to do something for them in kind. Today is a different day with all sorts of possibilities. Have a Blessed Day all!
Posted on: Sun, 23 Mar 2014 15:03:29 +0000
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