Last night I posted about being your true authentic self and forgiveness. I feel to share a little of my very recent personal healing to hopefully show you that I am just the same as you. A beautiful soul living a human existence... when I talk and teach about these things I have experienced it, learned.. healed and learned some more. At one of my journeys most challenging times I got myself involved in a toxic realtionship. It was controlling, emotionally draining, isolating and very lonely but yet I felt a personal sense of duty to help this person. The more I helped the more I invested of my soul, compromising me and my journey and potentially the happiness of my children. I ignored my own intuition. But yet I am thankful for this person in the same paragraph. The relationship ended on negative terms and the years have passed but it still tapped me on the shoulder occassionally reminding me that I still had work to do. I didnt hate this person, I did not feel sick over the thought of the realtionship and my time with this person so why did it keep coming up? Because I personally had to release it on a physical level.... so I wrote a letter! I had NO intention to send it, it was written from the heart and had no hate or negative words. My intention was to burn it and say a healing prayer. My favorite part .. You need to know your influence and beliefs of my life does not define me and the beautiful person I am At about 9pm last night I had the you know you have to send it message! My heart raced at the thought... but I was in control of the contact, I didnt have to create a conflict if it turned negative, I had written from the heart and I knew i had written the truth. So I emailed it. Not long later I received a response..... a lovely one at that. Continue to grow and to be the beautiful person you are was how it finished..... the weight immediately lifted off me about this aspect of my past. The reason it was tapping on my shoulder was cause we both had to have forgiveness on a physical level as well as the spiritual. This morning I went out and burnt it... the final release! The chapter is now closed.
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 08:30:12 +0000
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