Last night going to St. Elizabeth Hospital almost had me in tears looking at Pauline Johnson bought back memories of my grandma . Especially when all the doctors and employees kept asking me how my grandma was doing cause they havent seen her in a while. I was speechless. I told them i called up there to let them know but they said they didnt get the message. That hurted me to my heart to see my friend laying there at first damn near lifeless. Reminded me so much of my grandma. She stuck with me until the very end even at my grandma funeral. I love her for that. Now its my time to do the same thing with her. Shes such a good hearted and loving person always wanted nothing but the best of me. Shes not blood family but i consider her family or my oldest sister. With the help of my god and her and Shanette Kennard i will always stay focussed in the right direction. I will never leave my kids side again. Thats a hurting feeling calling your kids from a jail cell and they are crying on the other end of the phone. This last episode got my mind right. My mother is battling cancer i dont know the day nor the hour the lord will call her to her heavenly home. I have to stay strong for her as well as my family and kids. To each and everyone of my family members and true friends Im begging yall to help me better myself. Dont be afraid to tell me when yall thinking Im making a bad decision. The god i serve is awesome. He is working everything out for my good. He had to break me down to get my attention. I love each and every one of yall.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Nov 2014 14:00:43 +0000
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