Last night shannon asked me what do you want for Christmas? All i could think of is to spend it with my wife i want her to know how much i love her and to fall at her feet and beg forgiveness for all my faults but espechally whatever i did that made her leave. I want us to help eachother heal from our wounds and grow in God together. Dear God i just want to hear her voice again. She still will not speak to me and the councler tells me not to contact her or anyone she knows. Lack of communication is what caused this i dont understand how its going to help, but im doing what he sais, because i love her and i want us to be together. Even though every night and day when i realize she isnt here it feels like someone droped a ton of bricks on my chest, i will endure for her. May God work quickly, i dont know how much longer i can take the silence. Please pray for graces heart to open up and remember our love, and that God would give me the strength to carrry on under this strain.
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 21:04:21 +0000
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