Last time tonight cause Im done feeling this way. Read this. I just read it from a blog called Dear Valentines Day that TWLOHA posted. I guess I needed to read it because it JUST showed up in my feed and it was posted yesterday. Anyways, here it is. Dont get me wrong. Its not that i dont like love. i love love - i think its the best thing that happens on the planet. Its the biggest dream inside me. But i bought a lie somewhere along the way. i bought the lie that says im not alive if im not in love. i bought the lie that says if i love someone but then they stop loving me or they start loving someone else, then i must have no value or power or worth. i bought the lie that says if im not in love, then im as good as dead. This freaking brought tears to my eyes because Ive felt like this. Even though I tell myself otherwise, I have genuinely felt this way. Ive felt sorry for myself. Ive bought into this terrible lie. Ive accepted its false truth. But reading this, Ive found a bit of truth. I have a reason to be accepting of myself. I have a terrible self-esteem issue. Fortunately, thats fixable. I just need a new set of eyes and a fresh heart thats open to love myself as much as I love others.
Posted on: Sat, 15 Feb 2014 23:56:41 +0000