Lately, I have been really evaluating who I am and what I enjoy and what I dont enjoy in life. In the past several years I seem to have lost who I am. I am not really sure what I like and dont like because I have been in such a routine hum drum lifestyle. I believe God is most important and is trying to tell me something. I believe he is opening my eyes to see the truth of some relationships that I have. I am such a giver even to the point of self deprecation and I always think that when I give, people see the love that I have for them... however, I think I am beginning to realize some people cant see past their own issues to see my heart and how their constant requests drain me. I also think that God is trying to teach me how to speak up and verbalize how I feel. Too many times i let it go when someone hurts me or I dont agree with something because it is just easier. I know that God is molding me, I pray he continues to give me godly eyes through which to see. (Disclaimer... do not automatically assume this is about anyone in particular... more over God molding me to be more Christ like and me feeling the need to share my revelation!)
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 00:05:56 +0000
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