Life isnt so cruel as it is said so often but life can be twisted in ways that we cant really understand. Its not a roller coaster type of things but its more of a lift, going up and down. Its how we push the buttons of life. On the outside I can be so calloused,thick skin and all but no one ever knows that it is just a facade, an armor that I put on. This armor makes me look strong, it makes me able to face the world head on. But on closer inspection there are chinks in the armor. Weaknesses that can be exploited if only one look carefully. What I am trying to say is simply that I am just an ordinary human being with flaws. I am not perfect as in the word perfection. I have my own set of armor that I only use for show but the real me is hidden from all. And being this ordinary man with flaws I cant help but to have feelings. Feelings of despair and feelings of hopelessness. I live with these feelings day in day out without letting it out. I have learned to hide them all. But I am tired now, tired of being taken for granted. Tired of being taken advantage. Tired of being left alone after all the loving that I given. Therefore I do know and know the word of being HURT. How it hurts so much that only tears can describe how bad the pain is. And through it all, I have learned to cope up with pain. For in silence I bear it all. For I have but only ME. FOR WHAT IS A MAN WHAT HAS HE GOT IF NOT HIMSELF THEN HE HAS NOUGHT... (lyrics from My Way - Frank Sinatra) nashri idris 1913hrs 12 December 2014 in silent pain
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 11:25:13 +0000
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