LilCel GotShootaz OnDeck WHERE DO I START? I CRIED ALL NIGHT AND IM STILL CRIEN AS I WRITE THIS.. YESTERDAY AFTER 10 PM. I LOST MY CLOSEST AND DEAREST BROTHER. IM SO SPEECHLESS I DONT KNOW WAT TO SAY .. MARCEL WAS MY DIARY AS I WAS HIS .. I TOOK UP FOR CEL WHEN EVA HE ARGUED WIT SOMEBODY ..I FAUGHT ALL HIS BATTLES .I WAS THERE FOR HIM WHEN HIS GRANNY PASSED..I WAS THERE ON FATHERS DAY WHEN HE NEEDED SOMEBODY TO CRY TO... LITTLE DO EVERYBODY KNOW HE MISSED HIS DADDY CAUSE HE FELT HE DID NOT GET A CHANCE TO MEET HIM... WE TALKED EVER NIGHT ABOUT WAT EVER BOTHERED US THAT DAY ..IF I EVA THOUGHT ABOUT GIVING UP HE WOULD SAY BRO U TWEAKING BOA U GT MIMI TO LIVE FOR.. NEVA HERD HIM BAD MOUTH NOBODY AND THATS A FACT.. ALL HE WANTED WAS A SS TRAILBLAZER ON HIS BIRTHDAY AND TO DRIVE BEHIND ME AND (FLOAT THE HOOD) IN HIS VOICE.. I REALLY REALLY MISS MY BROTHER AND MY HEART HURT SO BAD... IAS I GT THE CALL AND RUSHED TO PIC UP ROLPH CAUSE CEL HAD JUST TOLD ME HE WAS FINNA GET A DUB AND FOR ME TO TAKE HIM TO GET SUM TO EAT .WE DRIVE TO EGGLESTON RACEING SOON AS I PARK IT SEEMED LIKE EVERYTING SLOWED DOWN AND I COULD SEE AND FEEL THAT HE WAS STILL BREATHING. I WATCHED AND WATCHED PLAYING HE GOT UP AND THAT IT WASNT HIM LAYING THERE IN THE GRASS.. IN KNOW STORY WAS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE HIM. HE HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR. I ENCOURAGED CEL TO DO RIGHT AS MANY OF YOU KNOW...SITTIN THERE STARENING UNTIL 2:13 AM I MOVED FATHER FROM THE CROWD SAT ON THE ROCKS BY THE ALLEY AND A BIRD CONSTANTLY CHIRPED OVER MY HEAD. Classy StrongHearted Canto BAUGHT IT TO MY ATTENTION AND SAID THAT IT WASNT EARLY ENUFF FOR IT TO BE SINGING AND IT WAS STILL DARK.APRIL GRAB MY HAND AND SAID THATS CEL SINGING TO YOU TO EAZE YO PAIN. I HAVNT HERD CHIRPS ANYWHERE AND I LOOKED IN THE TREE AND IT WAS LITTLE BIRD AND SOUNDED AS IF IT SHOULDVE BEN BIGGER .. JUST LIL MY LIL BRO LITTLE BUT ALOT TO SAY WHEN THE RITE TIME TO SAY IT ... CEL PLEASE GIVE ME COMFORT CAUSE I MISS U SO MUCH . AND I KNOW BIG CEL AND GRANDMA NESSA MISSED U..IM GONE TAKE CARE ROLPH AND ANGELIC FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. CAUSE THOSE ARE TWO PEOPLE YOU ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT. ALWAYS IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU MY BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER. YOUR LEGACY WILL LIVE ON THREW ME ..TELL GRANNY I MISS HER AS WELL. AND YO FATHER NOW YALL CAN CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING U TOLD ME YO SO MUCH WANTED. #IMGONEMISSMYBROTHER PLEASE COMFORT ME CAUSE U WAS MY ONLY COMFORT ZONE ..REST IN PARADISE WATCH OVER ME CHRIS AND JOHN .AND ALL OUR OTHER CLOSE FREINDS. REST IN PARADISE 🙏
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 19:49:02 +0000
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