Lying in my room, thinking over things. We often require an additional person to perform such tasks, so much that to our own benefit we indeed call upon them at such times. The deliverance of such a person often accounts for them rejocing. Today was particularly gloomy, as in that I had no real prospects besides private activities which I dont feel you are entitled to inquiring of. There is a universal law that surrounds all of us, this sense of keeping things to oneself, to always be sneaky and scheming. There wasnt much to set this day apart from say, yesterday, yet it still happened. As I was in a bad mood I didnt want anyone around. I have developed a tendency to drift from the people I despise. It goes without saying that we avoid the people that harm us and go with those who help us along. Since I usually pass up opportunities to be with them I knew Id have to myself. So I renounced their aid and tilted into my own sphere. Following a random mode of thought, went forth with whatever came to my mind. Since I expected noone today I rewarded myself to my bed. I had noone else in it. There were merely sheets I was to lie under. I had shut my door so I shant be disturbed. I didnt know what else might be going on elsewhere as I had been shut off from the world for long. When we are oblivious to the workings of nature we often proceed somewhere indeed without knowing why exactly we found ourselves in that place. For evidently you didnt get the memo. Why we go to such places still is beyond me, however, perhaps one day we shall be provided a sufficient excuse. I had no connection to those around me, for it seemed unlikely to form a connection with people that I had no need of. I dont see why I would want someone that never did anything for me, that the longer I was with them the more I suffered and the more I realized the futility of sustaining petty human relations. Still, it appears the new thing to climb into bed with people you dont know. However much they have never asked you fr anything. When one liberates us from the cage we have been placed in we often feel happier. So as I would lie in my bed I would muse over various things. A number of different topics would come up and I would scatter my notions over them and assimilate them. As the things we most hate are the ones we are magnetized towards, we often dwell on topics w e have long past forgotten. For as we move about without something we often dont remember ever needing it. Inducing ourselves to drop our responsibilities, we often forget that we have ever been produced here. Its extremely smart to place yourself in a position known to you. If you watch yourself as you perform some action its rather hilarious. For we often forget to view how silly we look to other people. We become self conscious when others show us how silly we look. We might do something that resembles something so far unknown to others, the rarity of which propels so much astonishment. As we cant see anything clearly, since indeed, even after someone depicts our mistake we still dont amend it but go on looking even sillier. Just as when we go somewhere we never wanted to, we often sit there contemplating Why am I here right now? As if we ourselves do not know what caused us to step there. There are a great deal of homeless people we all feel very sorry for. They have lost all of their resources and have nowhere else to go. Its indeed very saddening to see them as they know not where they are going, but still yet go there to prop themselves whereever life takes them. Since life consists of living things, the inanimate objects, the ones devoid of life, feel challenged when with things that are alive. When there is nothing going on anywhere else except here, we find it a much better avenue to go forth while forgetting everywhere else. Since indeed each location resembles others so much that we grow bored quickly we explore foreign regions. When, for instance, we juts leave an area we had never been to before, its often because the other place had lost all the attraction this one indeed holds. For why else would we be there if not for what we do not have? Finding yourself in a place you discovered had never asked you there you cry. We must put out signs that state Go away your presence is unwanted to really get hte jist. As some temperaments are much more sensitive to others they often are much more touchier about things. So as we pass a day without them we feel much better with them gone. We often dont know what someone means when they sya something, it might be wrapped in enigmatic gestures very confusing to us. So as we revive someone from a coma we feel we have done a good deed. The times when we utter some remark aimed to bring forth a positive response are great to record. Since we dont usually have much insight about other peoples lives we dont know why. Similarly when someone states something we feel obligated to hear it. The thing may hold much value to us, to much that it becomes something spiritual, that the words formed equate to a reality in itself. As we go along we will see things the eyes cannot behold, for we might see something tht isnt apart of us. The great myth is that we are deserving of viewing things which dont belong to us, and the more we pretend we possess something which has nothing corresponding to our nature the more idiotic we look. As most people are doorknobs this comes as no surprise. They may feign a higher rank than one they really have, may proclaim themselves as this and that when in reality they are merely common farmers we have seen picking fruits and milking cows.There is nothing wrong with coming out with this fact, for you find that over 99% of others relate to you and perhaps you should branch out towards them. For as someone might be a bit above you intellectually, morally, and spiritually, you find that you shant be grouped with them. As there are multiple branches of existing units that have independent existences despise coming into contact once in awhile, and altho they arent supposed to be used for that, for they might have other reasons such as being a system of inquiry for others to access when they are wanting to harvest data. Data being a transmitter to progress our own intellectual activity further, indeed, enjoy its outburst. As we tend to hold back certain forms of this data, for we might conduce it into a hole in the system, and we enter into it. The extraordinary thing about data is that it belongs to a template of the mind that connects components that deduce elements of physics into categories where we arent aligned. For as I remember you had never had a part in the making of it. For as we protect the things we consider valuable, we throw away the things which no longer serve us. As we tend to leave someone for not fulfilling our expectations, indeed, reject them quite quickly. So much that as they have brought up a point or something we have already turned them down in order to go back to our own which we indeed favor far more. For we often are inclined to our own vortex of reality and all others are indeed quite invalid. As most people preach dogmas that noone can agree with, we always head towards the far more open minded individual. As we always have enormous amount of respect for them we always bow our heads in courtesy. As we tend to set off on a rant that doesnt involve anything about our situation but about the pitiful display of duty perform by lower life forms, we often scorn them for even existing, as if, in themselves they have already shown us what a terrible species we really are. When the purpose of an organism doesnt seem to do anything but to make random noises that have no meaning, that each time the organism in question opens it mouth it says something so incredibly dull and pointless that noone knows why they bothered. As our only reason for existing is often pointed out by a subtle remark, and once we have grasped what they have said we often realize the truth of the statement. So when our services are rendered faulty we often go crying.
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 02:07:13 +0000
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