M 18 kolkata kitni ajeeb baat hai na...jab tu mere paas thi to har dam yeh sochta tha ki kya main teri kadar nahi karta aur aaj jab tu mere paas nahito yeh ehsaas hota hai ki qadar to hamesha se hi thi par tujhe na khone k yakeen ne andhaa kar diya tha meri age 18 h maine usse sacha pyar kiya h or. krta rahunga or usne v mere se bht. pyar kiya h hamare lyfme sab kuch+, sahi chal raha tha hm roj baat kiya krte the lekin use mere se ye sikayat.rehti thi.k mai use tym. jyada ni de+, pata hu sayad ye sach v+, tha mai use utna tym ni. de pa raha tha jitna mujhe use dena chahiye tha. lekin meri v kuch majbooriyaan thi family and my classes. or mai use hamesa samjhata tha or ye bt ko leke mere se kai baar uski ladai v hoti fir lekin fir wo mere ko manati fir mai v usse mana leta or fir sab thik ho jata tha. Sab kuch acha ja raha tha.Usne mere se wada kiyA tha+k chahe kuch v ho jae humara relation kavi ni tutega or maine v usse wada kiya tha mai ab tumhare bina kisi or k bare soch v ni sakta or wo agr mere se dur jaegi to mai jee ni paunga. Usne bola tha k ye naubat kavi ni ayegi Sab ache se ja raha tha ek din uska phone aaya usne rote hue bola k uske family ko pata chal gya h k wo mere se baat krti h or uska phone ab uske dad le lenge or fir kavi baat ni hoga. Mujhe bht rona aa raha tha mai soch raha tha k mai ab apni babu k bina kaise ji paunga bt maine apne aap ko controll kiya kyu agr mai ro deta to wo or jyada roti isiliye maine use samjhaya or bola k agr ab bt ni hoga to koi bt ni sab saant ho jaega tb baat krenge. Or humara dil. To ek h to hum kavi. alag ho hi ni sakte tb usne thoda rona kam kiya maine usse bola k tumhe jab v mouka mile 1min k liye v to baat kr lena mera dil usime khus ho jaegausne bola k tum apna khyal rakhna or kuch ulta sidha ni krna maine bola thik h mai roj tumhare call ka wait krunga fir usne rote rote call kt kr diya uske baad mujhe bht roya meri zehan se uski roti hui awaz ja hi ni rahi thi 24hr sirf usi k bare sochta rehta tha or uske cl ka wait krta rehta tha 1 mahina beet gya par uska koi cl ni aya mai bht hi baichain ho gya tha lekin kuch kr v ni skta tha bs wait krne k alwa main uske cl recoding photos se din kaat raha tha aur 2 din pehle uski ek frnd ka msg aya k usne(meri piu) ne mere se brkup kr liya main toot gya jiske sath mera 4saal ka relation tha usne mujse akri baar baat krna v ni chaha .lekin usne jo wade kiye the wo nai nibha pai bt mai apna kiya hua wada jarur pura krunga mai usse marne k baad v pyar krta rahunga i will love u till my last breath babu.
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 11:15:25 +0000
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