Maddie, sweetheart. I just want to get something off of my chest.. here it goes. It started awhile back when we were just friends on facebook, I had a huge crush on ya. I never told anyone, at all. Not even you. Stupid isnt it? But I would like your pictures and stuff, then I finally got the guts to message you, you messaged back. I was happy. I was very happy. Your sister Bailey and I just sat there talking one night and she tells me about this humungas crush you have on me, honestly I lit up like Holiday In The City, then I would always tell myself to tell you everything, I started gaining feelings for you. Though I was not being smarter and speaking to you about it, I just held them in like a moron. I was scared to tell you, I have never been nervous, not while performing, texting, talking or anything until I met you, when I did I got so damn nervous and wasnt sure what to say, my feelings would get stronger and stronger and still.. I would hold them in. Even though I know you really liked me me and have this big crush on me. Then we started talking more and more and I couldnt get over the fact of how pretty you are and how amazing you are and how talented you are. I always used to watch you date other guys, thinking what the hell? Why didnt I say something? That could be us right now.. But instead months would go by and Id start to realize they dont treat you right or they acted like they were to good for you. I hated it. I wanted to break every bone in their body. Once again, I didnt say anything and then I finally had enough and I broke down down and told bailey how I felt about you. She was HAPPY, and so was I. I finally got it off my chest. But I didnt tell you. So when I got the news of what happened I was a nervous wreck. Then I came to see you and couldnt hold back, I knew I had to tell you and I knew you can hear me. So I told you, I let everything out and right then I could of swore I saw a tear. Forget the stuff that leaks out of your eyes, I know that was a tear, I sat there and talked my head off to you. I couldnt bottle my feelings that Ive had for you for about a year now. I had to tell you and now I feel so much more better and I want to just tell everyone. I want to be the guy that makes you smile, I want to be the guy to buy you anything you want and not complain about how expensive it is, were both athletes and I want to be that guy to help you practice and pass the ball too. I want to be the guy to be there when you want to take your anger out and let you take it out on me and then tell you everything will be alright. I want to be the guy to motivate you, inspire you, take you to the gym, let you train with me and all of the guys. I want to be the guy to take care of you and protect you. Most of all I want to be YOUR guy. I want to show you off to to the world, how different one guy can be from the others. I want to show you how much I really care for you. To make sure your parents love me and can trust me to always protect you. When you wake up, Im going to tell you everything that I have ever felt for you. From start and beginning and I want to prove to you that I need you. I want to become part of the family and show your mother and father how much I care for you. I want to be that guy. I want to sing to you when youre upset and sing about silly stuff and make you laugh and tackle you and tickle you and give you a big hug. I just want to be YOURS and I want you to be MINE. Anyway maddie, I guess what Im trying to say is. Madison Lee Current. I love you..
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 22:10:38 +0000
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