Made it back from church and got something from it that I wanna share. I got two things on the way to church that really opened up my mind a little, that I also want to share. What I got: People who every chance they get tell you they dont believe in GOD are doing math wrong. I mean if they are right and GOD does not exist, they lose nothing, nothing changes. But if they are wrong and GOD exists then they get the worst thing they can imagine, they get to go to hell. It seems to me that they should maybe investigate what they dont believe in to the fullest to be sure. The tricky part is is that you cant, not and continue to not believe. Oh and I found out a thing that might explain another thing. Good day all in all, I wanted to take my Solid me to church today and couldnt wait to see how everything looked. I want to explain that every since I been going to church I been having a little something about the church that make it a little uncomfortable being me up in it..... It was mostly me but I am a Harris so I can discern things most may not notice and in doing so sometimes people without that discerning spirit?? or whatever doubt you ferociously if you stupid enough to share it with em. Any ole way... ...Found out my Pastor use to be a Police Officer. I am fine with that but Police usually feel a sort of way about me because I dont really recognize authority too easily, you gotta show me your the authority, I am just that way, no harm intended. I will however respect the uniform but I react to the that not the individual. Usually this makes the Police treat me like an Uncle who tries to whip me until I cry and then when I dont hates me for making him beat on a defenseless kid like that. They never ever hate themselves for beating on the defenseless kidd though. Been like that all my life until I could stop it. And it get worse when that fake uncle or aunt husband already couldnt stand your high yellow or smart mouth (you name it) ace in the 1st place. Anyway I like this church even though I try my hardest not to ask no questions for my own reasons but count myself lucky that I get to ask questions at all... Pastor only been wonderful to me, but old habits hard to beat and my discernment aint really too often let me down. I actually like and trust my pastor, never done that before but I still aint real comfortable trying to play me down to let others catch the front... Aint fair. I feel people should up they game instead of expecting me to down mine... I had that wrong and that was mostly why I wouldnt ask questions. Im straight now though and back to doing whatever I want to as long as it isnt something Id be shame of in front of GOD... the rest is personal opinion and everybody got one. I cant believe I let myself get tripped up like that...... Here go the 2 things I caught on the way to church... 1) People always say the devil is trying to pull them away from GOD but never say that sometimes the struggle we feel is us trying to pull away from GOD and GOD not letting us go out of love and thank yu GOD for those times because we dont always do better even though we know better. 2)I am a work in progress. GOD is changing me or has changed me but I just cant work it correctly yet. So I study the instruction manual and comunicate with GOD when I get stuck. BAsically I am changing for the better but until I get where I am going I am simply me walking with GOD. I need not make it more complicated by trying to be who I think I may be early before I know. Anyway I been busy all day and now I am finna watch this Movie... Who know what movie this is??? Bust out the Bluray on a nugga drawz..
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 03:49:31 +0000
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