Many people have asked me, why or how can you believe in God? 1st let me point out I have been on both sides of the spectrum. I once lost faith in GOD and became very angry, bitter and ugly person who I do not want to be and do not want to ever see again. 2nd Im only 36 years old Ive never been in war, overseas, in the military. I have how ever had a war of my own inside me. I loved GOD before but after the loss of my son NATHANIEL half of me died. 2 years later the loss of my daughter ELIZABETH the other half of me died and I blamed GOD. Not understanding what went wrong or why but I put the BLAME ON GOD. 1 year 3 mos later we had our 3 child LILIANNA was born. She revived a part of me but not my faith, she made me feel alive but something was still missing I felt cold and empty. In 2008 I came across a young man who became a very great friend too me, his name is Freddy Cisneros. We would sit and talk every time we worked together he had my back on everything. In march 2008 I excepted JESUS CHRIST AS MY LORD AND SAVIOUR, AND BACK INTO MY LIFE. since then my life has never been the same Ive learned so much had bible studies led people to the LORD, and no Im not bragging. I am just saying sometimes in life we are delt a hand we feel we just cant play. I was there before, I had that emptiness inside that denial of GOD and the feeling that life was never gonna get better. So is my walk with Christ easy? NO. Did I expect it to be easy? NO. I will say this though I KNOW THAT GOD IS REAL!!! HOW? Well Ive been blessed with the biggest riches a person could ask for bigger than money, gold, fancy cars, big houses, fancy job. Ive gotten every thing I need... Ive seen what I nee to see to know what I needed to know because GOD has given it to me. SO REMEMBER WHEN YOU FEEL ALONE, LOST, HURT, SCARED, EMPTY. CALL ON GOD TO HEAL YOU. Amen...
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 00:55:38 +0000
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