Me and my solitude: This has become a way of life, the breeze gate crashes from the balcony door to the utility space searching like me for those warm souls around and walks away leaving a chilled path behind... Get reminded of the moments as I sat in my reclining chair reading the daily newspaper left behind Though late and I used to be so irritated that it is late, today it’s been 5 months since I read a newspaper, or watched any tv, all those scenes come up as I am there on the chair my granddaughter may be walking blind not opening her eyes and putting her finger in her mouth confident would climb over me to lie down expecting I should throw the paper away and hug her tight from the morning breeze.......it is her adjusting time coming up awake taking her own sweet time.... Me screaming to the crowd Ingi please her milk she called that and used to sing to her Ingi ingi ingi seekram vada ingi thoppe romba pasikaradu and she used to agree and smile. The same place so void had all those moments that I had taken for granted.... I thought I needed a break it looks god gave me a very big break and the void is slowly sinking in making me rush through the page of life to look further and see what it has in store for me.. Many things first time has happened vaikunta ekadasi Narayana darshan this year was a first timer for me. Likewise many fair and food all come under this list what was I so busy with, I am unable to remember it could had been my family and children... it is like a child runs around everywhere knowing her mother is in vision somewhere in the house... Endorses my being to be a homely one and not a partying kind, am happy with home and garden and my grandchild and children.... The ever criticising crowd asking for a different breakfast from upma or idli dosa to bread and sunny side is a favourite of the lot and if I were to say it is heat to the body they would say fine then u have what u want and we eat this today.... Today I don’t mind them eating anything just under my roof please all come back.... The excitement sharing the garden space with new blooms and vegetables with my children were a great pleasure I got from either taking a shot and sharing with my virtual friends and making something fresh for the children at home, now I concentrate more on gardening but they seem to be seeking the enthusiastic me looking deep into my soul and felt asking me for reason for my sulking self, begging me to share happiness though I smile my eyes look empty... They all express thai is coming the tamil new month of a new cycle for spring likewise, my life will it bring back the blooms it had, some friends did mention the gap of freedom is not right and now I feel how right they are, shuffle the card oh! Tarots bring back my life and give me the pleasure of sit back and watch my garden grow.....sunkan
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 02:35:29 +0000
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