Met up with a person that I used to love very much. Still do.. Some things just stick with me. And he always has. So long singledom, for now... We shall see. My heart has always been with him. I really dont know what happened. I think we try to distract ourselves from the pain of day to day function and we fall off the path and forget. I did see my ex husband and really just dont know what I was thinking. Im not attracted to him, nor was I ever. Theres no chemistry on my end and i dont think there ever was. I wish him the best and hope he finds his happiness. But I can close the door on that and open a door that never shouldve been shut. Closure is a wonderful thing. I was dying with my ex. I needed this time to rediscover myself and remember who i am and implement my experiences into that. Im really happy and very fortunate to find what was once so precious to me and lost and then have the love from my kids, my family, and a wonderful man from my past, that I thought had forgotten me too. Funny how we think about the people from long ago but get to nervous to reconnect. After all, what is the point without love. Especially when you have had it and then lost it. Im sure a lot of people can relate. Once you have it and its lost, or taken, things just become mundane. And, anger settles in. And then when the anger dissipates, sadness settles in and can become very consuming, until you seek out the people that really ever mattered. Or, realize that love isnt bound to rules that people put in place and just dont exist. With My Soulmate
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 20:45:34 +0000
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