Miscarriage You may have came as a surprise I still cant stop imagining magics in my stomach Transformation and creation Little fingers popping out Beautiful heart coming out to life Beautiful drawing inside me with every connection and network I needed no airtime we were always connected Soldier matching and kicking in gently I smiled picturing those tinny eyes waiting to be given life You see I never took the giant pill to end your life I never blamed u for creating a soccer ball while I had a flat cake I would have never left you in dirty bins Gravels with potholes or hospitals with deadly walking people.. I wanted to want you Hear your worst cry moving my world Sharp pain strike me I knew thunder storm and lightning was around They have come to steal my new joy Everything covered in red I knew life has ended I wish I had hold your head kissed u goodbye Lying in bed searching for a meaning of connection to an unborn baby Googled my mind on cause of death Saw my name written in obituary.. Was I too stressed? I kept feeling your kick so strong though doctors spoke a language Ive never heard before, A language of miscarriage, We are sorry u had miscarriage I felt my heart ripped and chopped infront of me Atleast I held you in my thoughts though arms would have been better You could have or would have made mommy proud You were taken before u could utter m I hope some1 has put together all your pieces so u will be whole.. Im sorry our worlds lost touch I never had miscarriage or ever been preg I just put myself in the shoes of some1 who had 1. :(
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 14:40:29 +0000