Miss hanger Miss. Hanger !!!!!! Just laying here thinking about my first job at burnt mill school And how the students used to refer to me as miss hanger or in fact marm !!! Mans then thinking about what I miss?!?! I miss my left arm working : but I have two arms ! I miss my left hand working : but my right hand works ! My miss- ion : to make the impossible possible. As when I left my treatment at the Romford hospital way back in jan 2014 they said my arm /, hand would probably remain immobile well Im determined to prove them wrong as I already have regained some movement in both my left arm and hand I miss my legs being strong : but I still have two legs Yes both are very very weak : but at least I have both to work on more I miss having a bath : but I do have a wash or wipe down !!! I miss the soaking in the hot bubbly bath I used to hate having a shower it was never relaxing enough for me after a days work Id love staying in the bath until the water went cold and my skin went all wrinkly ( more wrinkly than normal!!!) My miss-ion : to ask for a bath or hot tub experience at St Clares today but at moment feeling a wee bit anxious as I dont know the staff there. But joolie whats stopped you before : be brave like piglet and just ask ... If you dont ask you dont get and I want and will get !!! I miss things still: and I have to keep asking my mum whatday is it? What date is it? ;what are we doing today ? Im hoping this is because Im tired most of the time ? Or probably just scatty still ? : It may be that the part of my tumour thats been taken away had my short term memory It : but Ive Still got my brain and my papa bear is always testing me out like a teacher himself I find this really therapeutic actually. Mama bear always says to him you going into teacher mode like joolie Im lucky although my tumour has not been removed : Im still alive fighting and kicking this cancer sxxxxt out !!! My miss-ion : to fight and be so tough that nothing will stand in my way to kick cancer into touch : whose with me ?!?! I miss the most obvious at times : but have my mama bear (as my admin. Staff) to keep my diary for me : mum whats going on today? ; whose coming round today ? I even posted my sisters birthday greetings. A day early on Facebook and cookies 2 days early but what does that matter?!? I was excited and I didnt want to miss things !!! My miss-ion : to ensure my sister and my cookie have the best birthdays ever My miss-ion : to catch my papa bear out with things he doesnt know and thats not much as hes a very clever bear like pooh bear My miss-ion. To Rethink and regain self confidence in my leg strength following my fall in my mama bears down stairs loo and rescue By paramedics haha ( but not funny at the time !!!!) 1 miss my independence : but I have my mama and papa bear here 24/7 to enable me to do as much as I can I feel very fortunate. To have them. Both as my carers as there are many people I meet who have to wait. For carers to pop round ( at no specific time !!!) My miss-ion : to make my. Mama and papa bears life as a carer as easy and manageable for me ?!?! I can see my papa bears eyes rolling in his head right now as I type this up.... Saying , ... I just wish I could have more sleep !!!! Im of to St Clares hospice today for the afternoon today to give them a break together : I really hope they make the most of an afternoon together I miss. My hill cottage : but I feel. Just as at home at burnett park and I know my Lollypop is looking after. our home !!! Again I have all my home comforts to help me on my way and all my stuff. Around me to help me feel at home in both places . furthermore I feel so totallyat home at the support groups I go to . I miss my cookie : but I have every faith that hes looking after himself and being strong without the need to be with. Him : I know how strong he is and at times if Im feeling a bit low. I imagine what hes doing and take some strength back from him My miss-ion : to wake up every morning. Think of 3 positive thoughts recite them x 3, out loud ( and I promise I will. Do this. Out loud. To make sure I mean them so very much !!! I miss my work : I Love being retired Though and keeping myself real busy but miss my colleagues, miss being joolie hanger ( not mum!!!) manager at work, a bossy boss haha!!! But I must admit its so very lovely still popping in to see everyone : had a most fantastic retirement party the other day. Which made me realise just how important work is to me and how work life balance is so essential to a happy life. I have been so fortunate to have such a supportive work place through my illness : they have looked out for me, supported me, cared for me, never let me feel left out of the harlow college loop My miss-ion : to thank them today for my retirement party and show my appreciation to all who attended and. Put themselves out for me :,thank-you harlow college !!! I miss the students : but again have every faith in my. Colleagues to,push them as far as I did but I did always love that final push for all of them ..... I must admit if I could boast about a strength it would be that : never letting a student go until they had reached their goal and exceeded their potential!!! and I firmly believed that their goal was always set so much higher than they believed and for most students I got them buying into believing this and unlocking their potential : loving the new. College logo !!! My miss-ion : for every time I re visit college and see. My students to ensure I show how interested I still am in their success and their future So miss hanger ... What else do you miss ?!?! I certainly do not miss being me as my friends and family help me keep things real : they are my rocks. As I always say and most of all Im so happy and privileged to have them All. In my life As my angels. Looking down on me An
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 03:50:56 +0000
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