Mom: Stop being like this! Your not depressed and your okay! Start being perfect! Me: mom Im not the perfect child ever and I wont ever be if I dont get help now! I am depressed, I have flash backs, I was raped not once but twice by two different people and I never got help for that, I am suicidal, I have ADHD, I cut, I lock myself in my room, I cry myself to sleep, I cry anytime I can, I realize Im not like other kids, I have no clue why Im so depressed, I cant stop, Im not prefect, if it were up to me Id stay in my room forever, Im not okay, I never will be okay, Im scared, Im alone, no one cares, and I expected you to notice this but the funny thing is your just like everyone else!! Mom: and how am I like everyone else? Me: you imagine that Im someone Im not. You just want me to be perfect and shape me into that person no matter how I feel about it. You would probably make my death be mostly about you or youd act like your upset when really your ticked because I wasnt who you wanted me to be during my life. (This is what plays during my head most of the time ) ~broken&destroyed
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 19:02:17 +0000
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