Momma praying for me Grandma praying for me Satan preying on me Jesus waiting on me Cause Ive been straddling the fence its time to make decisions Ive been thinking about Heaven lately, dont think Ill get in Cause Ive been going back and forth I love the way Im living But I hate it at the same time cause I know Im sinning! And I dont want to be like them hypocritical Christians So I stay away from Jesus completely till Im ready to give Him Everything, but that seems like itll never happen My girl coming over later, you know whats about to happen Then after some smashing Im sitting there asking If eternity in Hell is worth some moments of this satisfaction Man Im so back and forth! Ive got two choices Both require pain Ones the pain of change or the pain of staying the same One of them leads to joy Other one leads to shame One of them leads to freedom the other one keeps me in chains I wear a cross and give you thanks for my blessings! Aint that enough?! Why you want everything?! Cant you leave this part of my life untouched?! I thought following you meant I only had to say yes once! Now every day I wake up you give me some cross to take up! You really want me to break up with my girl? Now thats too much... I know whats best for me! You dont understand my complexities! See I gotta make a living so dont ask where my checks come from! Now I hear you talking, I aint gone numb! I know Im in the dark and I gotta find my way to the Son, cause He calling on my name and I know I cant run... Im so back and forth... I drown on broken hearts A man full of regrets The thrill has left, the empty promises of sin sets You wanna put treasure inside my hands, but you cease Cause theyre clamped, holding on the sins I wont release I dont know how to start loving you, and stop doing what Im doing if I gain you tell me what Im really losing You have to change me and my sins Id never choose Him My heart needs to see something greater than what Im pursuing so Is it true that you give rest to the weary? Can you accept and repair me? Do you hear me? Its so clear and now its painfully apparent That I cant have my sin and my Savior, theyre not for sharing Anything that I lose to follow you is not a loss My girlfriend my friends my money even my job But sometimes I believe the lie That God dont provide for His child when they obey, thats so cray He calling me to freedom, I think that its time to walk I dont see every step but the next is out of the dark Im the filthiest of them all, but Im YOURS if you wash me! From that sin, by the blood of that cross! Im yours
Posted on: Thu, 24 Jul 2014 19:51:43 +0000
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