My Bedroom was next to my Moms when I stayed at home -many nights while in Active Addiction I would hear her crying softly and speaking to God that I would stop drinking and drugging ,many mornings my Mom would get up and I could see she was tired and worn out -this did not really worry me at the time -years later I heard those same cries and praying from my Mom when my Dad got Alzheimers disease -this time I would be in my room sober and in tears that my Dad was wilting away from us -how could one woman have to endure so much -My strong Mom then years later had heart surgery after walking into NI Hospital and had a stroke in ICU the next day -I was left with a Mom who could not walk -Never thought the only nappies I have changed in my life would be my Moms and Dad . I realized how greatful I was to be Sober and have another chance at life- it had now become my turn to look after her after the hell I had put her and Dad Thru-I had to be thankful that my Mom had stopped enabling my Addiction-I hated her at the time when she did, so that I may live-It had dawned on me how I had used and abused my parents who only wanted the best for their son -away from the killer called Addiction...
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 10:41:17 +0000
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