My Confessions (I did not want to tell anyone because I would be forced to admit myself in a Hospital. I knew how stubborn I can be.) : I started feeling sick about 5 weeks ago. I had chest pains when I took deep breathes. It eventually became difficult to breathe on a normal basis. I even thought this might be Cancer of the Lungs (since I was a smoker for 36 years before I quit Feb 14, 2011). I still tried to act and feel normal. But it got worst to the point that I could no longer perform simple house chores and even walking. But I continued my daily habit of walking to the Adoration Chapel. Gasped for breathe soon as I reached the Chapel. I did not medicate myself nor thought of getting into a hospital (I was prepared for any hospitalization through my adequate Hospitalization Insurances and Health Cards). I simply asked Jesus and God the Father to HEAL me completely..... just like what i petition for many sick and old people daily. I told God that I am afraid there might be some errors to be committed if I admit myself in a hospital since I was alone. I could not even climb 5 steps of a staircase without running short of air. I could not sleep well and even make quick moves to use the toilet because I ended up panting and short of oxygen. It was terrible. Even a slight 20 degrees street uphill elevation going to the Chapel was a suffering. After thorough researching, it was Pneumonia. I could not believe I had all the symptoms of pneumonia even when i did not have colds nor cough. I learned that mine could be Viral and will really take 3 to 4 weeks to heal even without medication. I persisted with my Adoration despite all the difficulties. I was walking dead and at times pausing in the middle of the road to gasp for some air and waiting for my pulse rate to go down. Today I know and claim that I was completely HEALED by the greatest Healer Jesus. I asked and begged for healing and HE granted it to me. HE knew that I am always afraid of getting sick because I was all alone. Thank YOU LORD, I know YOU LOVE me so much.
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 05:10:56 +0000
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