My Thought for the Day: I am guilty. I have spent way too many years of my life letting other people dictate how I feel about myself. I was fat, lazy, stupid, not good enough, the black sheep, bad, a bit**, didnt live up to delusions of grandeur, didnt make anything of myself, my kids werent good enough, etc. Well, Im putting my foot down. It no longer matters what other people think of me. It ONLY matters what I think of myself. Yes, other peoples opinions may be important, but in the scheme of things, if I cant stand myself, who the heck wants to be around me anyway? If I dwell in self-hatred, then I will continually be in the negative cycle of hating myself. I am going to love myself exactly how I am. It doesnt matter what weight I am ( it is just a number), it doesnt matter if I never lived up to my parents delusions of what I should be. It doesnt matter if I do the things I do as long as my family is taken care of. It doesnt matter what anybody else thinks anymore. Im not going to let others judge me so much that I let it make me feel the same way. I am my harshest critic. Believe me, I am harder on myself than anybody ever could be. As for my family that doesnt talk to me; IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT YOU THINK OF ME ANYMORE. IT DOES MATTER THAT YOU CONTINUE TO PUNISH INNOCENT CHILDREN FOR WHO THEIR PARENTS ARE AND THE CHOICES THAT THEY MADE. YOU WILL BE THE ONE JUDGED IN THE END. I have a feeling that it will NOT BE GOOD FOR YOU. Starting today, Im taking MY LIFE back from others peoples judgements and moving forward in more positive manner.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 17:44:18 +0000
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