My daughter at times gets upset with me for putting and sharing a lil to much on fb, my family has wanted to keep my daddys illness discreet, but my innate and first response was to have a get together whether or not he would be able to communicate or share in the experience, but therapy for me has been able to return home, be surrounded with wonderful friends, giving generous and loving friends, that share stories , wonderful stories, about him,thatg love me and support me for being much like him, but he is sitting here in the family room, talking, and reflecting on what his confusion is all about, I shared with him briefly of the stories I heard, but got to emotional to share any more, he asked me why are you crying? I can honestly say while I am typing this post the tears and emotions will not stop, it is hereditary, been in our family for generations and he just said there is no chance of recovery, and shit he doesnt want to live like this what does one do in these dire circumstances , when significant weight loss and mind ( a brilliant mind at that ) is rapidly deteriorating, for I have to leave within the week, it will be very difficult for me to leave him knowing that matters will only progress to the worse,but in a way I know thT I AMHERE FOR A REASON, HE IS MY DADDY, AND I AM LOSING HIM AND THAT ALONE IS THE MOST DIFFICULT PART TO SWALLOW
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 02:14:21 +0000
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