My dear FB friends .....there from time to time, I have used this means of communication to vent to clear my head and today is one of those days . For a person that has been in the military where you learn to be direct and clear about what to do , in my older years one would think I would be a Jedi master at this point in my life , i am the total oposite .When it comes to things of the heart, I am so weak and tend to not want to see things for what they really are . It so obvious what I need to do yet my heart yields me to do what is necessary to get on with my life , it hold for what ever favorable sighn to contradict what my eyes see , I am my worst enemy and i know it..... I am tired of living with these thoughts of selfdoubt of being scared of being alone when all along i am alone anyway, yet why am I so worried If i have done my all , if i really given the 100% try . I know my FB friends that there are people out there with far more important things in there lives that what i am going thru and i understand that , I , once again just wanted to vent and to maybe expose myself as a fraud of being this tough and in control person, when in reality my world is such chaos and out control . I know nothing will change if i dont make a change, maybe this will inspire me to take that step and do what i need to do .................Ok , guys thank you for lending me your ears and sorry if may have dropped a notch or two in your book for showing a lighter side of me ....
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 11:40:44 +0000
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