My first heartbreak I fell so damn hard for you that even your little actions make me so nervous. You treated me so good, and that’s the reason why I came to like you easily. A month ago, I told my friends about it. Even some not-so-close friends of mine knew about it. I tried so hard not to make you notice about my feelings. I was afraid you will feel awkward and uncomfortable with me. During our field trip, after all the stops, you told me to exchange seats with you since I was damn tired. So I agreed. That moment, I realized you’re really the one I like and not the other guy I used to like. I have a confession to make, I was awake that time you were asleep leaning on my shoulders. I was pretending not to be awake. I took the chance because I know it’s a “once in a blue moon.” I felt butterflies in my stomach and my heart felt like bursting because of happiness. That moment, I clearly knew I like or maybe love you. After a day, we played “Truth or Dare” together with the others. You were asked if you chatted her after going home from the field trip. You denied it but they knew the answer was supposed to be “Yes, I did.” I felt an unexplainable pain in my chest. Then when it was my turn, they asked who’s my ideal guy and I answered your name. Did I flatter you? When it was your turn again, they dared you to go to her and take a picture with her. I was stabbed for the second time. I was about to cry, but instead I tried to laugh and smile while looking the other direction; not towards yours. And I realized, you like her. Others told me already but I wasn’t convinced; however, that instance you were asked is a different situation making me convinced. You should have just felt awkward with me. At least if you are, then I can say you acknowledged my feelings towards you. But you were so comfortable talking and smiling with me as if you don’t know how I feel about you. Please stop being nice. Stop talking to me. Stop smiling at me. Stop that. Stop giving me false hopes for I am so simple-minded, I might start assuming you like me. Those actions are killing me. I am trying to forget how I feel about you and trying to bring my feelings back the way they used to be before I started liking you. FalseHopes Unknown NotFromUST
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 08:43:53 +0000
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