My heart is breaking, i cant stop crying. I love sooooo deeply when i choose to give it to that certain someone. I really thought i knew you. I was wrong! All i needed was to be loved back equally and you couldnt even do that.I asked for your friendship and i got lies and head games and manipulations.When all i needed was your friendship love and support while i tried to heal and grieve. You made things harder for me soit slowed down my healing process and thats not love. When i needed you udidnt wanna hear it or talk about it and would shut me down instantly. I felt sooo alone yet you where right there. I am sorry i was upset alot,who wouldnt be after loosing their baby...But you made me feel like i was doing something wrong when i would miss her or grieve over her.Iam trying so hard to get better but thats very hard to do when someone is always pressuring you about it. i try everyday to wake up and function on a somewhat normal level so i can care for my other kids and try to do it with a smile most the time. im sorry if none of that was good enough for you. A real friend would hold my hand all the way through it bad days and good. But no not you. And that really hurts me. Ii think you have been poison to my soul and are holding me back from the healing and progress i could be making. its time for me now!
Posted on: Wed, 25 Sep 2013 04:29:05 +0000
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