My heart is breaking today. My oldest daughter is on her way as we speak to move to Wyoming. She is ready to give birth to my first grandchild on Oct. 3rd. She is moving soooo far away. I know I am supposed to be happy that she is embarking on her life, but being the selfish mother that I am, I just can;t be happy. I am heart broken! My grandchild will only know me through videos. I also know that I am not the only mother going through this situation, however (again being the selfish mother that I am) I honestly dont care about anyone other than my children! Thats horrible to say and yes I understand that it is. Im just so heart broken and worried and sad and upset and I could go on and on.....I am going to Wyoming on Oct. 1st and staying for a week and Im praying that Baby Braylon comes on the 1st when I get there so I can have as much time as possible to be with him. Sorry you had to read my rant but this is a very, very sad day for me and I am in a terrible mood. I dont think I can actually cry anymore. All my tears have been cried out over the last few days. How do you deal with this situation? I will not be able to go to Wyoming very often because of work and of course its very expensive to fly. How do I do this???? I know its bad but I really hope they hate it out there and decide to come home soon!!!! Isnt that terrible that I even have those thoughts???? How am I supposed to live so far away from my baby girl and grandson????? UGH! I truly HATE this day!!!!!!!! I just pray for a safe trip for them and that she doesnt go into labor on the road! Again, Im sorry Ive venting on FB but Ive already screamed and cried and yelled and shouted and thrown things here so I was hoping that this would help ease the pain some, but of course it didn;t.....
Posted on: Sun, 24 Aug 2014 16:46:38 +0000
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