My journey.... 24th post of 31 My port. It was a nice port. It kept me from getting stuck a million times and was easy access for that poison. After chemo was finished it was time to have it out! I believe it was the cause of my fevers and making my heart go crazy because Ive not had either since its been removed. Yay!!! That part of my journey was over. Praying and believing that is a road that is forever closed. And whaddaya know... I came out of surgery with a cross on my chest! How cool was that! Coincidence? Not hardly! It was just another sign that Gods in control! Todd (my rock) and I met Dr. Cavanaugh to go over my radiation plan and once again God showed up and showed out. My original plan of radiation back in April was that I had to have 33 treatments. BUT because CTCA uses the most current and advanced technology they (with Gods guidance of learning of a new study of treatment from Britain) felt that I was a good candidate to do the new treatment plan of 19!!! Cut my time down two weeks!!! God is so good and so is CTCA. Im not just a number or a statistic down there. They care about Shelly Mullinax and not just killing my cancer at all cost. Its truly a place I would beg anyone fighting cancer to go to. Its just unexplainable... you just have to go and experience it for yourself. They do tours there for anyone so go to Newnan and drop by CTCA. Fresh Flowers arrangements in the foyer of CTCA. Changed out almost daily. Unbelievably gorgeous! My Todd....he has been my rock. Hes been there every step of the way. Helping me through the tears and fears. Letting me rest, while he takes on the full load of our family responsibilities. Ive not been able to work since my diagnoses and my shop has had to be put on hold so finances have been tight but God has provided for our needs. Hes never once complained and even shaved his head to match mine when I lost my hair. God has blessed me with a wonderful best friend, soulmate and the best father to my two amazing children. Speaking of my kids, I have to go back to the day I was told I had breast cancer. I couldnt tell them because I was so upset and crying. I wasnt crying for myself I was crying because I didnt want to scare them and upset them. So that day, I asked my mom to tell them and you know what? My two amazing kids never got upset but comforted me and said, Mom, its going to be ok! You are going to be ok! Gods in control! Wow! I cried even more because of how strong they were for me in a time I should have been protecting them and telling them, Its going to be ok! People, let me tell you something. That is God at work!!! If you and your family dont have God in the center of your relationships.....get Him in it. Dont worry about yesterday or tomorrow, but today... the present! We cant change the past but Gods presence in your life will change your todays and tomorrows. God will make your days brighter and complete. For the record, We arent perfect and we have our arguments but having God in our lives makes for less confusion and when life kicks you in the gut...Gods right there to carry you when you dont have the strength to even crawl! Love God and let Him be LORD of your life and your familys life. ❤
Posted on: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 04:02:04 +0000
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