My name is Gemma mc court . I am the girl .. Who for her whole life was picked on .. The one who was laughed at, used and called names. the one who went from and outgoing bright child, to an insecure, shy, petrified quiet young girl. I am the girl who grew up with people walking in and out of her life. The one who lost someone who was suppose to be there for everyone and be part of a family .. The one who had people pretend to be her friends because they thought it would be funny to make fun of her and make her think it was a joke, because they thought they could get what they want from her , and for a while they could ..the one who had friends who left her because of a comment about boyfriends or if they didnt agree with something, if they thought a status was about them or just found a better friend. I am the girl who is always there for people who arent there for her , who helps anyone she can regardless of who they are. I am the girl who suffered depression for 3 years , who self harmed and had extreme suicidal thoughts.. But had no one at the time ... And due to this suffers panic and anxiety attacks .i am the girl who went through all of that alone .. I am the girl who no matter how many times she falls down, gets back up and keeps trying .. Who is forgiving and thankful for everything that she has and for who she is .. The girl who just wants to say .. Whoever the people were that hurt me as a child, who laughed behind my back, who used me for their games and didnt care about hurting me , for those who pretended to be my friends and those who left because they thought they were better, for those who wasnt there for me when I needed them even though I was always there for you and for those who left before they even knew me properly .. SCREW YOU ! I will always be better than you I will never want you, and I will NEVER EVER need you ! .. But I also want to thank you .. Because of all the hate and hurtfulness you sent to me .. It made me a better person .. It made me stronger .. It made me wiser and it made smarter .. But dont worry .. I dont hate you .. I despise u in every way possible .. Because all of you .. Every person that caused this is hateful right to the core
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 23:30:02 +0000
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