My story is long, but I will attempt to tell only the most important parts. I was raised in a religious family with both my mother and father in the home. I went thru school as a straight A student. I went to college, a university, and graduated with a Bachelor’s Degree in Mass Communications; my focus was Journalism. I did my internships and attempted a career. I waited until I was almost 30 years old to have children. When my children were one and two years old, I got laid off, my husband left me for another woman, and I was left to work out the pieces. I have nothing. I love my children and want them to have a beautiful life like I had, and I cannot provide that for them. I have spent the last two years trying to find a job. BONGANI MASTER TERRANCE tells me I dont have enough experience, Walmart, CVS, Kroger, Publix…they tell me I’m over qualified. I have raked yards and cleaned houses just to get an extra $20. I have had to scrape up change for diapers and wipes. I, broken-heartedly, have had to return my children’s toys, clothes,and shoes to provide other necessities for them (that they absolutely could not do without). I feel hopeless. I feel helpless. I feel defeated. I never thought I would be here. I never thought I would need help from an Angel on this site to help me care for babies, that I thought, were made out of love. Their f ather could not possibly care any less. He has missed my children’s birthdays (and lives less than 15 Minutes away), their visits to the ER a couple weeks ago; and when my youngest son had an episode from a heart condition a couple weeks ago, he was no where to be found. He gave me $8 for the children in October and nothing since. I filed for child support in November and they have yet to create a child support order for me and my children because, as they say, “he wont cooperate with the process.” My children’s medical care, my home, my bills, diapers, wipes, food, winter clothing…it’s all in question at this point. Most recently, my car (which has over 250,000 miles on it) died. I’m constantly complimented on how much of a loving, wonderful, attentive mother I am, but I feel a good mommy can care for her kids. I cant, and it breaks my heart. I wait until I read them a story and tuck them in at night to cry. Alone. I dont want them to see my tears. I am ashamed. I dont want them to go without. I would give my life to be able to have them and all their needs completely cared for. Real parents will never n ever abandon their children in any situation that come across,like or comment to show empathy. type real parent.
Posted on: Thu, 29 Aug 2013 13:39:18 +0000
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