New excerpt - Getting Linda Back. Linda finds out her husband has cancer and returns to Tom. After performing my Giving 10 project and helping so many people, at least that is what they said, the one person who I thought that would never come back suddently appeared out of no where. It was 182 days since she told me it was over. She had enough of my cheating and neglect. She heard that I was sick and wanted to know some basic truths. So you think being sick gets you any sympathy with me. she said. It was a voice out of the darkness. My clothers look different, I had lost alot of weight since my diagnosis and Linda could barely recognize me. I dont deserve your sympathy anymore, I am just trying to have a life , love. I said. What if you wanted my sympathy.... I know about the cancer and well... its completly not fair for you to not have my sympathy. We have two kids together. No one should die not having people around that care about them What did I ever do to deserve your sympathy. I am just trying to find some goodness in me. I made so many mistakes with you. I think I am just trying to chnage everything in my life for the better. By this point, I was very weak. We were still married as I never really wanted to get a divorce and with my sickness, getting divorced was not really a priority. Deep down I wanted her to know that I was trying to be the man she married, Someone she thought of as a good person. I was desperate for her to know my good deeds, but I didnt want to brag. I wanted her to find out after my death that maybe I made a difference in other peoples lives and that I was not so slefish as I was with her before she left me. In my heart, now at this moment she really stayed in my heart. Are you with someone I asked. She actually looked better now then she did when she left. She had lost 15 lbs and could tell there was some freshing in her face and eyes. It was almost she needed to leave me to be reborn. Yes, I am with someone, You? Im your wife for better or worse. Now, it looks like we have alot of worse going on. You have to decide if you want me to still be around because of me and not because you need someone. Linda, I need you more now than I will ever need anyone. I dont want to die without you knowing that you are the one. The truth was firing out of my eyes and my tears. I wish she stayed away from me, she deserved so much more than me. By coming back in my most desperate hour, she became what I always thought she was. My special angel..
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 00:26:31 +0000
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