Night LAST HOH... Ok, so today was not so great. Meds are kicking me bad, side effects much? Nevermind, my vision is slowly clearing which was the doel all long. I will deal with the consequences after as I have done this whole week. Nothing can or will keep me down, just a tiny bit of a setback: so maybe I did not smile today as I saw my hair falling out, so I only slept and hurt, so I may have felt sad a bit, I am allowed one of these days sometimes anyways, I am human afterall. Temporary weakness in me is just that, temporary, always was, always will be. However, tomorrow will be good, tomorrow I will drive myself slowly but surely out of this hospital in my gorgeous car with my amazing mom to my beautiful home and my things. Just like I came in with a positive mindset, I am leaving with a stronger much clearer one. Ok, Im honest, so I cried 7 days ago, was mad and extremely hurt in anger. I asked Why, do I deserve this again? Me who am a good daughter, never hated one soul, hard worker, give always and live my life smiling. Me who learned to love and trust finally. Why me? Guess that one I will never know, however I do not need too. I am content enough that I am so amazingly strong and intelligent to be able to tackle everything thrown at me. That no one will ever take from me. I am great, fierce and a force to reckon with. 💋
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 00:14:33 +0000