Not sure if you noticed, but I took a day off... so I am calling this Day 9: Ellies Life: Im thankful for the event planner that Ellie was. This may be a little redundant as Ive already mentioned how busy she always was and how much she kept us hopping, but very specifically, Eliana planned lots of events (most often hers and her siblings birthdays) & often just made an Event out of everyday life, from which I have many beautiful memories to draw from. Life experiences shared and branded onto my heart, to not possibly be forgotten, only able to bring a smile to my heart and face. Thank you Ellie, and thank you God for the gift of these memories. Ellies Death: So this part is getting more difficult, I will admit. I am thankful that Eliana did not have an extended sickness before her death, there was no loss of quality of life besides a day of fever and delirium. But the day before & every day before that one, she was healthy and whole. We didnt have to make a choice to withdraw any form of support, no extended hospital stays leading up to her death. Im sure this comes across as odd & we most certainly would have faithfully & lovingly walked any road set before us with her and savored every moment we had no matter what, but I can only imagine the increased difficulty of having to make the decision to withdraw support. My heart breaks for those who have walked that path. Eliana lived well on this earth and very suddenly became alive in Heaven... and I tip toe as I say this, I am thankful that this is how her life chapters transitioned... though I sure wish the first chapter were many MANY years longer. Our Journey: Todays journey thankfulness is inspired by Sophia. She is thankful that we have each other, especially during this time of year. I believe she is referring to the Holidays. I have to agree. We cant walk this journey alone. Realizing this and opening our hearts to be honest about how we are truly doing and where we are at in our (ever-changing) grief has been a real challenge... a challenge that, when we submit ourselves to it, produces growth, health and purpose. Im glad that she sees that, Im thankful for each of our growth on this journey. Jen
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 20:30:00 +0000
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