O wow Not a good day at all wow I need strength just to get through, My sister marian woke up. This morning not feeling well.well the Hospice nurse told her it was time to put her in Hospice house,and get a pain,,pump ,the nurse sat down and told marian what she thought was going on. Marian is still alert,and sitting up,but very weak ,and now she cant stand up much,and a Hospice Aid needs to come in and help me with her bathing,etc Well marian is angry,upset, ( Her words was,I didnt think cancer was going to take me so fast,I love my baths,and now I cant do that anymore,) She is going to wait on the pump till mom and family get back from Branson,she said Im holding on till then, I cant ruin mom birthday,but I wish she would understand that Im there for her all the way,I just need to get stronger,I totally understand what marian is going through,and you can see it in her eyes,I just hope after birthdays are here and gone,she dont give up,its God timing I understand that, Please dont get me wrong. But to see the hurt,and discomfort in her eyes,wow thats hard,and she is mad,upset at the world today.but tomorrow might be better.because they upped her meds.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 00:11:18 +0000
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