OKAY WOW. You guys really wanted my first chapter of the fan fic so here it is- Alone Dear Harry, Two days. Two days since I last saw your face. Two days since Ive last eaten. Two days since I came out of our bedroom. Erin and the boys have been outside the door, offering to help me with anything really. But I dont want help, I want you. Why would you leave me? Am I not enough? I know I am broken....But I can be tough. Did I do something wrong? Why wasnt I here when you wanted to end it? I want you Harry. You couldnt see how much I love you? How wanted you were? Its all my fault, I can tell. You needed me and I was blind. And Im sorry Haz. It was Louis who found your body. I still can replay his sobs. I know you didnt want us to hurt over this. You did this because you thought it would help. But you were wrong. and Im sorry. I shouldve been there, I shouldve saved you. But I wasnt and Ill forever blame myself for that. I love you Hazza. I loved you so much. I still do. I want you....I need you. But right now, without you I feel as if Im spiraling downwards and no one is going to catch me this time. Where have you gone? Kendall ***ERINS POV*** My hands shook as I lightly tapped the door. Kendall? I asked quietly. There was a muffled sob came from the closed door. Harry? I heard a light whisper. I sighed deeply. I hated to see my best friend like this. N-No...Its Erin Silence. Can I come in? I asked tentatively. Y-yes Her voice was small, almost tired. I quietly opened the door and stepped in, shocked at what I saw. Tear stains ran down her cheeks, her eyes bloodshot and glassy, her green eyes a dull brown. Kendal- I couldnt even get the word off my lips before she fell to the floor sobbing. HE LEFT ME HERE! HE PROMISED ME HED NEVER LEAVE ME AND HE LIED. HE LIED TO ME! She screamed, kicking her legs up and down repeatedly. I ran over to her shaking body and pulled her into my arms, she didnt resist, just cried and screamed. He p-promised....He prom-Promised She whimpered brokenly over and over again. Shh... Itll be okay I said, comforting her the best I can. Everything happens- I started but she cut me off. NO. NOT TO ME. NOT NOW. I NEED HIM. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND She screamed, pulling out of my embrace and laying on her bed in a fetal position, sobbing. You-Youll never understand me Erin. W-Why did he leave me? Was I n-not good e-en-enough? She asked. My heart broke for my best friend. To hear her sob like that and ask why he left her. It hurt to watch her fall apart right in front of me. Its gonna be okay,I said helplessly. No it wont! Dont you get it?! Hes never coming back for me. I am nothing to him. I WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH AND I NEVER WILL BE! She sobbed, hugging a pillow close to her. I took in a deep breathe and said,Youll see him again one day. And thats when you will find out that its not your fault. Kendall I seen the way he looked at you. He would never leave you without a good reason. Dont cry, youll find him again one day. I dont want to find him one day She whispered, I want him to be here with me now...I want to stop this all from happening...Make the pain go away But how do I explain to her that the pain wont go away?How do I tell her that when Harry left, he left with a piece of her, a piece shell only get back when they meet again? How am I supposed to lie to her and say itll be all right when I know it wont? I finally spoke, Kendall look at me. He loved you. The way he looked at you brought tears to my eyes. You guys were perfect. He thought you were perfect. One day you will see him again, and thats when youll realize that what Im saying is true. Its not youre fault he left. He would never leave you without a good reason. Please believe me. No. Youre lying to me She said. I dont lie. You two, were....Perfect. I dont understand how he could leave behind someone so amazing I tried to touch her hand but she flinched away. Suddenly she got up and left the room unexpectedly. I sat there in silence. That was until I heard the screams. Heheh. So, the rest is on Wattpad if youd like to read it. :3 ~Mrs.Payne
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 00:41:55 +0000
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