OMG, what a day/night! Been awake nearly 24 hours, as Jax has a really sore tummy, It is sooooo true what people say!? There is no real way to prepare yourself for fatherhood n being a parent n even though I have done probably a million little things backwards and many Um......what Im I doing!? is this right!? you look at your child-In a situation.....it may be bath time with the seat falling over followed by a stream of pee pee whizzing past your ears as you shout into the baby monitor -man down, man down!!!! Take cover!!!!! diving into a poo explosive nappy or when projectile milk vomit flys past you onto your clean clothes....... Standing there with two different socks on - One being my wifes fluffy pink one and a football sock filled with holes from your 1982 football kit- I find myself clueless with the same grumpy confused face which you and your son share in common - When you go with your gut and are driven by nothing other than complete n utter devotion and love..... your surprised how 90% of keeping your child safe and happy just kicks starts such a natural and rewarding feeling response because you have realized, you cant do that badly a job when u simply have there well-being and happiness in mind, them telling you in there own way what they need/want! You will do anything for them, n there is no better feeling when they say, Thanks Dadda with a content look on there face or them squeezing your hand for comfort. Well, theres no feeling like it- you melt inside!!!! Love you Jax xxxx Daddy Jasper xxxx
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 05:28:54 +0000