Oh gods anotehr facebook update and wall o text!!!! mothers been her usual high maintenance self. overactive bladder.. whining when i try to get her to monitor her sodium and sugar intake... and getting rather sensitive and emotional over the silliest things. then calling me a cold hearted bastard when im not more supportive.. been a caregiver for going on 14 years now... and im not going pamper and let you cry on my shoulder 5+ times a day because were out of pudding.. or i show a bit of anger at having to get up literally every 5 minutes for gods knows what menial reason. i get no love or support when i have a bad day.. get upset.. or want to cry.. i get yelled at.. looked down upon.. told ive got no valid reason to be emotional.. but everyone else in this house throws it around in spades. garrys fully back to his old grumpy agrivvated self.. smashing things about when something dont go right. this makes a perfect combination being moms bipolar emo breakdowns and braindeadness.. mixed with garrys emo rage and braindeadness.. one TRIES to say something of import to the other.. the other fails to comprehend.. gets defensive.. and raises thier voice in reaction... which in retort causes the other to get defensive.. and escalate.. and it just snowballs downhill.. till I cant take it any more and tell them BOTH to shut up.. then I become their target. Mom still isent able to get in the car. stove is still a brick. average about 10-15 calls a day from automated and foreign call centers... all wanting money moms laptop has gone into yet another form of failure.. last week it was 9 keys on the keyboard that became unersponsive... now about 40% of her laptops keys are dead. shes already stated the day it dies she will immediatly get her charge card and buy a new one... my pc has needed new parts for 7 months now... 2 years before THAT gets started.... gods i miss my music and artwork.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Aug 2013 17:34:47 +0000
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