Ok I dont usually do this but im to a point that im tired or all the shit first of all I just got divorced and anyone that really knows me knows it was hard but im dealing and the full extent second I have 2 daughters my olderst desarae leanna will be 17 in febuary and my youngest tristen paige will be 15 in November neither of them have spoken to me in about 5yrs its been so long that I have honestly forgotten all because of shit that was said that I have no control over and yet have no explination as to why there are so many men out there that through there kids away and dont care I pay my child support I have faithfully since my divorce from there mother and all I want is to see my babies and I will never get the chance and the next thing since maw maw passed away all my family has done is fight if its not one thing its another and in actuality im very sick of it we all need to get along and be a family again maw maw would be so sad at what our family has become lil brother going through what he is I hate seeing paw paw going through all he is dealing with and my aunt and mom trying to keep everything together I just wish for once we could all just be happy my 2 sons Jeremy and jesse are the only things in my life that have kept me sain and from snapping if not for them I would have done did my self in an not thought twice 90% of the time I hate my life I hate to breath I hate the day but when I come home and jesse gets on my lap and says daddy I love you it makes it all go away to anyone that doesn like what is wrote they make a delete button wont bother me not one bit it is what it is and nothing more
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 00:44:39 +0000
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