Ok, the last two years, as most of you know, werent exactly the smoothest time of my life. As much as I tried to avoid what was probably inevitable, the separation happened at the worst time of the year - Christmas. Although last year things were slowly getting better in my life personally, I was not feeling the Christmas Spirit. I even had one person tell me I deserved what I was going through. Evidently, Im a POS. Hmmm....maybe, but I will be a better person and NOT say what I think of them. Its always easy to point fingers when you think youre right and holier than thou. Well, this year, the entire year, Ive taken all of the heartbreak, and turned myself around. Pardon me for the ego trip, but Im proud of myself and all of my accomplishments. I had to hit rock bottom to climb the mountain Im currently on. I dont think Ive completely reached the top, but I am going to keep ascending. Anyways, I didnt give in the spirit of giving last Christmas. I had a small Christmas tree in my apartment, but I had no one to celebrate it with. What was the point? I am going shopping for Christmas gifts tonight for the first time in two years since my nightmare ended. I still say its too bad things ended. I promised her life would get better, and it did...for me. Ho Ho Ho.....as the fat man in red says! Merry Christmas, and it will be this year.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 02:31:59 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015