On June 11, 2013. It will be five months since I left NC. I miss my friends and family alot. BUt I see how life still moves on. Now that both of my oldest sons are in Florida now it makes me sad that I am not near neathier. I miss them so much but I know they are living there life and doing well in doing that makes me very proud of them both. But I know there hearts are not that far from mine. Even though I have very few family members here. Its still not hard to feel the lonliness that seeps in my soul in the past week. Sometimes the sadness is what surrounds me. Then to think of the children I miss does not help but I am strong I am not weak. The life I have chosen is my life. I have been knocked down. Fell 6 ft under. But I am still standing strong. My Independency is what makes me who I am today. Nobody that surrounds me knows of the depression I go through everyday. Because I tend to smile, flirt, and talk shit as if I was to do everyday. But for those who know me well. Knows this letter is a reminder for my self that no matter where I am today in lifeor what I go through I still have many that love me. Fathers Day is comeing soon. The saddest day to me of the year. SO HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO MY LOVEING FATHER AS YOU TRUELLY REST IN PEACE............
Posted on: Sun, 09 Jun 2013 22:06:44 +0000
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