Once the sadness subsides just a bit, the anger sets in. I gave you all of me, mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally. Just for you to tell me it wasnt enough. Just for you to tell me...Im choosing her. Do you know how much I cried, do you know how much I screamed, do you know how I just sat still holding myself missing you? Then it hit me, what have you honestly done for me? You did absolutely nothing to deserve my love, yet I gave it to you, and I cant fault you for that I can only fault myself. All the times I needed you most you werent there. And Im realizing its ok for me to be mad, its ok for me to hurt, its ok for me to cry, its ok for me scream out how could you hurt me like this?! And never get a response. But its not ok for me to give up. This time I loved and lost, I forgot my own self worth. ..This time I learned from my mistake. I still believe in love...but this time when I fall again they will be deserving of it. Xoxo Quianas thought of the day♥
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 23:11:03 +0000
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